Kayotic

Is Starting a Podcast Worth It? What I Wish I Knew

Feeling crippled by perfectionism or imposter syndrome? You’re not alone. In today’s episode, we’re pushing through the cringe and reflecting on a year of "crashing out" to reset our mindset for 2026. 👉 This episode is for you if: 🖤 You’ve ever let technical failures or "bad quality" stop you from posting your work. 🖤 You are a new creator or business owner battling the voice that says you have nothing important to say. 🖤You’re ready to "grind harder than everybody else" even when life (or the stomach flu) hits you all at once.  📥 SPONSOR [NOEL MEDIA] ⏱️ CHAPTERS & TIME STAMPS 00:00 [https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=x4f-NzhlhEw] My 2025 "Crash Out" Season & Podcast Reflections 00:44 [https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=x4f-NzhlhEw&t=44s] How to Push Through the Cringe as a New YouTuber 01:10 [https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=x4f-NzhlhEw&t=70s] The Reality of Podcast Audio Fails & Guest Recording Issues 03:07 [https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=x4f-NzhlhEw&t=187s] Starting a Podcast from Scratch: Equipment & Research Phase 05:11 [https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=x4f-NzhlhEw&t=311s] Editing Woes: Learning Adobe Premiere Pro & Fixing Echoes 07:34 [https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=x4f-NzhlhEw&t=454s] The Emotional Toll of Technical Difficulties in Content Creation 08:14 [https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=x4f-NzhlhEw&t=494s] Why Most Podcasts Fail at 10 Episodes (And How I Hit 11) 09:12 [https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=x4f-NzhlhEw&t=552s] Balancing Motherhood & Business: Postpartum Mindset & Imposter Syndrome 10:44 [https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=x4f-NzhlhEw&t=644s] Spokane Bridal Fest: Behind the Scenes of a Wedding Content Creator 13:12 [https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=x4f-NzhlhEw&t=792s] Why You Have to Grind Harder When You Want to Quit 14:03 [https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=x4f-NzhlhEw&t=843s] Turning Your Failures into Lessons for 2026 🔗 AFFILIATE LINKS https://amzn.to/4tbST9x [https://www.youtube.com/redirect?event=video_description&redir_token=QUFFLUhqbWVpRHd0TXdMenpVZGl1Ti1MU0huSTlrMVZOUXxBQ3Jtc0tuWGExQjdXR1hlNlQxUzdFUFptSzZ1dG5rTXQzMzJqcld2UHk1MHR6Ym9tVnBxVkVSVFdKZzNyQTJ5ZF90NFRQRl9Lc1o5NkRNMVRvcTNxY0h3U2hLYlZpbTR1ZDVENkxjWDlSc1hyTV93d3g1M0Jobw&q=https%3A%2F%2Famzn.to%2F4tbST9x&v=x4f-NzhlhEw] 📌 FOLLOW US Instagram → https://www.instagram.com/kaylee.social/ [https://www.instagram.com/kaylee.social/] https://www.instagram.com/kayotic.podcast/ [https://www.instagram.com/kayotic.podcast/] https://www.instagram.com/noelmedia.co/ [https://www.instagram.com/noelmedia.co/]

“I had to stop fixing broken men and start fixing myself” | w/Angel

In this episode of Kayotic, I’m sitting down with my girl Angel and trust me… this one gets DEEP. We go all the way back to teenage chaos, fixer-upper boyfriends, DUI rock bottoms, and the relationships that shaped (and nearly broke) us. Angel opens up about choosing the wrong partners, ignoring red flags, losing herself in survival mode, and what it actually took to walk away from a marriage that wasn’t aligned anymore. We unpack the raw, uncomfortable parts of dating toxic men, becoming a mom with someone you weren’t meant to build a life with, and the identity shift that hits you like a freight train after having a baby. Angel shares how motherhood forced her to choose stability, how divorce cracked her open, and how rebuilding her life led to the gym, healing, and eventually meeting a man who actually shows up. If you’ve ever settled, loved someone’s potential instead of their reality, stayed too long, or felt like you had to rebuild from scratch… this episode is your reminder that choosing peace isn’t weakness, it’s power. We cover: * Why teenage “bad boys” felt like destiny * Seven years in a situationship that was straight out of a trailer park * Being the other woman without realizing how deep it went * Marrying fast, missing red flags, and motherhood’s brutal clarity * Divorce, shame, therapy, and learning to stop fixing broken men * Rebuilding your identity through fitness, sobriety, and soul-searching * Dating after divorce + unhinged Hinge stories (Stroke Boy… we’re looking at you) * Meeting Trevor, letting love in again, and unlearning survival mode This episode is for you if: You’re healing from a toxic relationship, navigating co-parenting chaos, rebuilding after heartbreak, or rewriting your life as a woman and a mother who finally knows her worth. 📍 Episode Chapters & Timestamps 00:00 – Intro + “How did I end up here?”  01:30 – Angel’s childhood + fixer-upper boy pattern  03:45 – The 7-year toxic situationship & being the “other woman”  06:00 – Rock bottom, getting fired, and the final explosive breakup  08:15 – DUI, jail, and jumping into her next relationship  10:30 – Fast engagement → marriage → pregnancy → separation  12:45 – Red flags, financial chaos, and therapy saying “this won’t work”  15:00 – Motherhood forcing clarity + choosing stability for her son  17:30 – Co-parenting struggles, loss of control, and identity shifts  19:45 – Leaving toxic relationships & what people don’t understand  22:00 – Healing, learning self-worth, and advice to her younger self  24:30 – Fitness, sobriety, and rediscovering herself after divorce  26:00 – Dating again: roster era + the “Stroke Boy” saga  28:30 – Meeting Trevor + the Hawaiian-shirt love bombing  30:00 – Unlearning survival mode & letting in a healthy relationship

From Blackout Nights to Potty Training: How Motherhood Changed Everything

Ep.10 In this episode, we’re keeping it chaotic (as always) with my longtime bestie Carlie — and trust me, it’s a ride. From fake IDs and bar brawls to potty training and co-parenting, we dive deep into how motherhood flips your entire identity upside down. We laugh through the wildest Uber rides, spill the tea on that one questionable girls trip, and open up about the emotional weight of solo parenting, dating as a single mom, and learning how to set boundaries after heartbreak. If you're a mom who's evolved from the party scene to preschool pickup — or you're somewhere in between — this episode will have you laughing, nodding, and maybe texting your best friend mid-listen. We cover: * Girls trip chaos, fake IDs, and why we don’t travel with strangers anymore * The emotional rollercoaster of motherhood after a breakup * Co-parenting wins and real-talk boundaries with your ex * Potty training fails, toddler wakeups, and parenting through exhaustion * Why dating as a single mom is a hard pass (for now) * Teaching our daughters what healthy love looks like This episode is for you if: * You’re navigating single motherhood and trying to keep your sanity intact * You’ve outgrown your party girl era but still want to laugh about it * You want honest, unfiltered talk about co-parenting, identity shifts, and dating post-baby * You’re figuring out how to protect your peace and raise your daughter with intention * You need a reminder that you’re allowed to change, grow, and set the damn tone 👯‍♀️ FOLLOW KAYLEE: > https://www.instagram.com/kay.lee.lou/ [https://www.instagram.com/kay.lee.lou/] > https://www.instagram.com/kayoticbykaylee/ [https://www.instagram.com/kayoticbykaylee/] > https://www.tiktok.com/@kay.lee.lou [https://www.tiktok.com/@kay.lee.lou] > https://www.tiktok.com/@kayotic.pod [https://www.tiktok.com/@kayotic.pod] 📍 Episode Chapters & Timestamps 00:00 – Welcome to Kayotic + meet Carlie  02:00 – If the bar bathroom walls could talk…  05:50 – Fake IDs, fights, and blackout stories  10:25 – The wildest Uber ride (and the girl who stole my bed)  16:30 – Motherhood now: potty training, moving, and starting over  23:15 – Dating as a single mom: “who has the time?!”  27:50 – Boundaries, co-parenting, and keeping things respectful  33:00 – Teaching our daughters how to spot healthy love  36:45 – Current obsessions: books, Love Island, and toddlers with DVDs  41:00 – Wrapping it all up: you’re allowed to evolve and protect your peace

Dating a Single Mom Isn’t for the Weak (with Seth)

Ep. 9 - In this episode, we’re getting raw, funny, and real about what it’s like to date a single mom—from the early awkward stages to building a blended family that actually works. Kaylee and her boyfriend Seth sit down for a vulnerable conversation about dating after heartbreak, breaking the “used goods” stigma, and what it takes to show up for kids who aren’t biologically yours. From single mom guilt to dad jokes and “jungle time,” this one’s packed with laughter, truth bombs, and heartfelt advice for anyone navigating love with a little extra chaos. We cover: * What it’s really like being a single mom trying to date again * The fears and stigma men face when dating women with kids * How to build trust with your partner’s kids (and survive the “you’re not my dad” stage) * Red flags to watch for when dating as a single mom * Why men need to stop wasting moms’ time if they’re not all in * What real commitment to a blended family actually looks like * Why dating a “hot mom” hits different when the jungle starts playing 😏 This episode is for you if: * You’re a single mom who wants to date again without guilt * You’re wondering how to blend families and make it work * You want a partner who shows up for you and your kids * You’re tired of low-effort men and ready to raise your standards * You love a little romance, realness, and chaos in your earbuds 🎧 * ✨ If you’re a mom with a messy love life or a guy thinking about dating one—this one’s for you. FOLLOW KAYLEE: > https://www.instagram.com/kay.lee.lou/ [https://www.instagram.com/kay.lee.lou/] > https://www.instagram.com/kayoticbykaylee/ [https://www.instagram.com/kayoticbykaylee/] > https://www.tiktok.com/@kay.lee.lou [https://www.tiktok.com/@kay.lee.lou] > https://www.tiktok.com/@kayotic.pod [https://www.tiktok.com/@kayotic.pod] 📍 Episode Chapters & Timestamps 00:00 – Intro chaos, laughs, and awkward mic moments  01:00 – Finding out she was pregnant young + dealing with a toxic relationship  03:46 – Pregnancy stress, morning sickness, and single mom strength  05:21 – Andre as a baby: Lightning McQueen & toddler cuteness  06:30 – Living with parents, losing friends, and mom life at 21  07:45 – The newborn fog and dating again (with a little drama)  09:00 – “Used goods” stigma & dating fears as a new single mom  10:05 – Guys reacting to dating a mom & why it freaks some out  11:34 – Primal fears, paternity issues, and caveman-level jealousy  12:05 – Seth’s first time meeting Andre (and why Taco Bell saved the day)  13:50 – Why Seth didn’t care the kids weren’t biologically his  14:26 – Kaylee’s “no dating guys with kids” rule—and why she made it  16:00 – How step-parenting works when your partner has your back 17:50 – The turning point: respect, trust, and building family roles 19:23 – “We knew each other more than just two dates, y’all…” 20:06 – The fully developed brain test: What women really want 21:04 – Realizing men actually want families too 22:00 – The almost-crossed-paths story & banking together during Covid 23:13 – Seth’s advice to men: If you’re not committed, don’t waste her time 24:10 – Why Christmas is better with kids & making your own magic 25:28 – Moms: don’t lower your standards just because you have kids 26:25 – A message to all the meatheads: kids notice everything 27:01 – Final Q: What’s the best part of dating a hot mom? 27:20 – “When the jungle starts playing…” 🐆🔥

No Plan, Just Passion: Starting Something New in the Middle of Motherhood

Ep. 8 - In this episode, we’re keeping it 100 about the messy, chaotic life of motherhood — the mom guilt, the “I’m failing” moments, and the wild ride of trying to start a creative biz while juggling all the chaos. From a funny hospital story to real talk on pushing through doubt and overwhelm, Haley gets honest about what it really takes to keep going when you feel like you’re drowning. If you’re a busy mom trying to make moves without losing your mind, this one’s for you. We cover: * The messy, real side of mom guilt and overwhelm * How to keep going when you feel like you’re failing at everything * The wild chaos of juggling motherhood and starting a creative biz * Why it’s okay to embrace the chaos instead of trying to control it all * Pushing through doubt and finding your own kind of hustle * What self-care really looks like when you’re drowning in to-dos ✨ Grab your coffee (or wine), hit play, and let’s get real about motherhood, creativity, and keeping your sanity in the madness. This episode is for you if: * You’re a busy mom trying to make moves but feel stuck in the chaos * You battle mom guilt and overwhelm daily (and want to feel less alone) * You want honest, no-BS advice about balancing biz, motherhood, and yourself * You’re ready to embrace your messy, chaotic journey instead of pretending it’s perfect FOLLOW KAYLEE: > https://www.instagram.com/kay.lee.lou/ [https://www.instagram.com/kay.lee.lou/] > https://www.instagram.com/kayoticbykaylee/ [https://www.instagram.com/kayoticbykaylee/] > https://www.tiktok.com/@kay.lee.lou [https://www.tiktok.com/@kay.lee.lou] > https://www.tiktok.com/@kayotic.pod [https://www.tiktok.com/@kayotic.pod] FOLLOW HALEY: > https://www.instagram.com/konzalphoto/ [https://www.instagram.com/konzalphoto/] https://www.instagram.com/tayshasdesignstudio/ 📍 Episode Chapters & Timestamps 00:00 – Welcome to Kayotic: Chaos, crying, and calling it what it is  03:15 – Closet cries & motherhood burnout: The day everything cracked  07:00 – I was made for more: The itch to create something of my own  11:32 – Working full-time, parenting, and still chasing a dream  16:18 – Why I almost quit before I started (and how I kept going)  21:40 – Real talk: relationships, mental health, and not having it all together  26:27 – Letting go of guilt and making room for passion  31:15 – What “showing up” looks like when life feels messy  35:22 – You don’t need a plan—you need permission  39:44 – Ending with love: You’re allowed to change, grow, and come undone