I Gave My Life to God… So Why Was Everything Falling Apart? (Part 3) | Let’s Parley EP 48
I finally decided to fully pursue God…
so why did everything still feel like it was falling apart?
After moving to Austin, I genuinely believed I was heading in the right direction. I was getting closer to God, surrounding myself with stronger believers, building healthier habits, and trying to create something meaningful through my business.
But behind the scenes… I was struggling.
Spiritually.
Emotionally.
Financially.
In this episode of the Let’s Parley Podcast, I continue the story (Part 3) — sharing how one of the most spiritually transformative seasons of my life also became one of the most difficult.
We talk about:
* Moving to Austin and trying to rebuild my life with God at the center
* How Christian community helped reshape my perspective
* The physical and spiritual transformation that came from 75 Hard
* My continued struggles with dating, lust, and validation
* Launching Fit in Faith and the pressure that came with rapid growth
* Why I became angry with God when things started falling apart again
* The isolation, financial stress, and internal battles that followed
* Why moving to Houston with my brother became necessary for my healing and growth
This episode is for anyone who thought following God would immediately make life easier…
Anyone trying to break old cycles but still battling temptation…
And anyone learning that surrender and transformation is a process, not a moment.
Sometimes God allows things to fall apart…
so you can finally build your life on the right foundation.
This is Part 3 of the series.
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