The lonely queers

#41 PERCEPTION AND SOUL PAIN PROJECTION Dear listener, what if everything you see "out there" is actually a sacred mirror reflecting what lives within you? This episode invites you into one of the most profound spiritual truths I've discovered on my journey (and a hard one sometimes): our perception shapes our reality in ways we rarely recognize. The world we experience isn't an objective truth—it's a unique reflection filtered through our beliefs, wounds, fears, and dreams. We are each other's mirrors, walking through life showing one another what we most need to see in ourselves. As human beings sharing this earthly experience, we're constantly reflecting back to each other our own inner landscapes. When someone's behavior triggers you, when their opinions make your blood boil or sad or irritated, when their lifestyle choices confuse or upset you—pause and ask yourself: What is this showing me about myself? Your reactions are your greatest teachers. We call them our shadow sides. The way you respond to others' actions, ideas, opinions, and ways of being reveals so much about your own spiritual and personal development. It illuminates where you're still healing, where your shadow sides are hiding, and where your inner child is crying out to be seen and held with compassion. It’s a simple as that and yet so complicated.  When you're truly at peace with yourself, very little in the external world can disturb that peace. When you've integrated your shadows and healed your inner wounds, you can witness others' journeys without judgment or reactivity. You become the calm observer, rooted in your own wholeness. But this isn't about perfection—it's about awareness. The shadow self—those parts of us we've rejected, denied, or hidden away—plays a profound role in how we perceive reality. We're all works in progress, continuously evolving and expanding. Some days we'll see clearly, recognizing our projections and taking responsibility for our perceptions. Other days we'll forget, getting swept up in the drama of blame and righteousness. Both are part of the journey as the soul pain and inner child are our players too. Whatever qualities you judge most harshly in others are often the very qualities you haven't made peace with in yourself. The person who annoys you with their neediness? Perhaps you've suppressed your own need for support. The one whose confidence bothers you? Maybe you're not allowing yourself to shine. This is shadow work, beloved—and it's some of the most transformative healing we can do along with taking care of our inner child. Thanks for listening. // ASH This podcast is made for inspiration and entertainment only.

#40 MEDITATION NO. 6: NOBODY AND EVERYTHING AT THE SAME TIME  This episode #40 holds special magic, and I need to share why. It's been exactly 9 months - exatly 40 weeks today - since I felt that first spark of inspiration in late December 2024—like a sacred pregnancy of the soul, birthing this podcast into existence. Exatly 40 weeks ago I published my first episode (December 30th 2024). This is my episode no. 40 in 40 weeks. I am quite proud. And here we are, 40 episodes later, in late September, having poured thousands of words into the collective consciousness, each one an offering of love and awakening. But this episode... this one is different. On this special day.  We're going to take a journey together—you and I. So take my hand, close your eyes, and let's journey home to your true power. Let's discover together what becomes possible when you remember that you are not just in the universe—you ARE the universe, experiencing itself through your precious, irreplaceable perspective. This episode is speical and is channeled from my higher self to you on this special day. This episode is about tapping into your power. Your true potentials. Your opportunities, your-self-reflection, and your self-love.   Is it possible to relax and meditate as you are in a state of mind where you are ‘no body’ and still ‘everything’ at the same time? Being in this state of mind that is known to you. This episode isn't just about concepts or ideas – or only inspiration - it's about coming home to the magnificent being you've always been beneath all the layers of conditioning and doubt. We're going to explore something sacred together: how to tap into your true potentials, embrace your infinite opportunities, and fall deeply in love with the beautiful soul that is you. Remember it is just a breath away. This is who you really are: limitless spirit having a temporary human experience. In this divine state of being, you're not bound by the stories you've been told about what's possible for you. You're not limited by past failures or future fears. You exist in the eternal now, where your soul's deepest dreams are already real, already waiting for you to claim them. As I felt to share these words in the early morning hours, I felt the universe flowing through me in a way that took my breath away. ‘GO DO A PODCAST NOT’… was the words in my mind. What you're about to hear isn't just from me—it's channeled from the same source of love and wisdom that lives within you. It's a gift from the cosmos to your soul, delivered at exactly the moment you need to hear it. A sacred short but yet powerful meditation woven with words that will help you remember who you truly are. Because in a world that constantly tries to make you smaller, I want to remind you of your vastness – of your inner powers. In a reality that whispers you're not enough, I want you to feel your infinite worth and to remember it. Every cell in your body is vibrating with the same energy that creates galaxies. Every breath you take connects you to every living thing – but we have forgotten and it makes us live a life where we don’t use our potentials and inner power. So take my hand, close your eyes, and let's journey home to your true power with this episode. Let's discover together what becomes possible when you remember that you are not just in the universe—you ARE the universe, experiencing itself through your precious, irreplaceable perspective. This is your invitation to step fully into your light.  Thankts for listening. //ASH This podcast is made for inspiration and entertainment only.

39 CLAIMING YOUR LIFE FORCE WITH YOUR BREATH Have you ever wondered if the universe communicate to us through the unexplainable? I've been sitting with this question that keeps visiting me in quiet moments: Do poltergeist phenomena show up precisely when our souls are ready for a profound shift? When we're standing at the threshold of transformation, does the veil between worlds grow thinner to help us remember who we truly are? Are we a part of that communication too? There's something deeply sacred about these mysterious encounters in my life that I want to share with you in this episode. In this episode—continuing from our heart-to-heart in episode #33—I'm opening up about something that has changed my life: understanding the invisible threads that connect us to everything around us, and learning to protect the precious energy that is uniquely yours. Those people, situations, and even unseen energies that seem to drain your life force? They're not as powerful as we've been taught to believe. You do have within you an incredible ability to restore, rebalance, and reclaim your energy—and it's so much easier and more natural than you might imagine. Through my own life experience I've discovered that when I understood that our thoughts about ourselves are literally creating our world, everything shifted. This is the magic of understanding universal laws—the sacred dance between what we believe about ourselves and what manifests in our reality. You are not here to be a victim of anything or anyone. You are a magnificent, powerful being of light who chose to have this human experience. You came here with gifts, with purpose, with an inner strength that no external force can truly diminish. This episode is to inspire by telling a story from the paranormal reality, and how you can alter thoughts about protecting yourself from draining energies/ entities and stay balanced, strong, powerful, and not victimized. As a choice. These words aren't just concepts—they're invitations to remember the truth of who you are. You are so much more than what has happened to you and what affects you negatively. You are pure potential wrapped in human form. Thanks for listening. //ASH This podcast is made for inspiration and entertainment only.

#38 POLTERGEIST PHENOMENA, OR WHAT DO YOU THINK?' The deeper I dive into the sacred mystery of who I truly am, the more I realize how beautifully vast and unknowable this journey really is. You know that feeling when you think you're starting to understand something profound about yourself or the universe, and then suddenly you discover there are infinite layers beneath what you thought you knew? That's where I find myself these days—standing at the edge of wonder, feeling both humbled and exhilarated by how much there is to discover about our inner landscapes and the magic that surrounds us. But here's what I've come to cherish about this path: every step deeper into the unknown doesn't make me feel smaller—it makes me feel more authentically powerful. More connected to the truth of who I am beneath all the stories I've carried. Something extraordinary happened in our Copenhagen home recently that I need to share with you. It was one of those experiences that shakes you to your core—the kind that makes everyone in the house stop and stare at each other with wide eyes, wondering if we all just witnessed what we think we witnessed. A paranormal encounter that left us all a little breathless, a little scared, but somehow... lighter. Here's what surprised me most: after the initial shock wore off, everything in our home felt more peaceful, more settled. Like whatever needed to move through had finally found its way to the other side, and we were left with this profound sense of healing and completion. But that is just one understanding – because who is to really know? Never the less, these experiences—even the ones that make our rational minds spin—they're not just random occurrences. They're invitations to grow, to expand our understanding of what's possible, to remember that we're spiritual beings having this incredibly rich human experience. That's exactly what this episode is about - embracing the unknown and try not to understand The more we explore the spiritual side of us and dig into the rabbit hole of wonders and self-discovery, inner power and self-realizations, the less we understand. Thanks for listening. //ASH This podcast is made for inspiration and entertainment only.

#37 FORGET AND FORGIVE Sweet woman, can I ask you something from my heart to yours?   Do you ever feel like your past has its hands wrapped around your throat, whispering lies about who you are? Do those old wounds still ache in quiet moments, making you believe that what happened to you is who you are?   I want to wrap you in the biggest, warmest hug right now and tell you something I wish someone had told me years ago: You are not your past. You are not what happened to you. You are not broken. You are not a victim of your past and your life circumstances.   I know what it feels like to wake up some mornings and feel like those old traumas are sitting on your chest, making it hard to breathe. I know the exhaustion that comes from carrying pain that was never yours to hold in the first place. And I know how scary it feels to even imagine letting it go—because sometimes our pain feels like the only thing that makes us real.   But here's what I've learned on my own bumby, beautiful journey: Forgiveness isn't about pretending it didn't happen or saying it was okay. It's about choosing your freedom over your pain. It's about recognizing that you have the power—yes, you, beautiful human—to write a new story starting right now.   I'm not going to lie to you and say it's easy. Healing takes courage that sometimes you'll have to borrow from tomorrow's version of yourself. It takes the kind of self-love that feels foreign at first. It means looking at those tender, hurt parts of yourself with the same gentleness you'd show a scared child.   It takes understanding and selflove to let go of the childhood and youth experiences that hurt you and shaped you. But everything is possible. We CAN forget the pain and have it integrated in our body, mind and spirit and still have the past – but not be defined by it. Remember this.     My deepest hope through The Lonely Queers and especially through this episode is to inspire you, and to remind you that you deserve to live free. Not just surviving, but truly alive. You deserve joy that isn't borrowed. Peace that isn't temporary. Love that includes loving yourself. You are braver than you believe and more loved than you know. Thank you for trusting me with your time, your ears, and your precious heart.   Thanks for listening. //ASH This podcast is made for inspiration and entertainment only.