It’s A Gay, Gay, Gay, Gay Podcast

Giardia Marie

Finding my soul dog felt downright mystical. The connection was instant, undeniable, and life-changing. But the horrible, ugly parasite he came with? That's another story entirely. This week, I'm asking the question I never thought I'd have to: Did I make a mistake? Can I actually do this? I'm hopelessly in love with John Norman, and I truly believe he's worth every challenge. But between the emotional whiplash, the unexpected baggage, and the toll it's taking on my rickety-crickety gay body... I'm wondering just how much more I can take. If you've ever fallen in love with a puppy whose life came with a little more chaos than you bargained for, this episode is for you.

John Norman

After losing Steve and enduring months of profound grief, Mr. Malone believed he would never find another companion who could touch his heart the same way. Then came John Norman—a sweet five-month-old Rat Terrier whose arrival seemed destined to bring healing, joy, and a fresh chapter of life. But what happened next caught him completely off guard. Instead of relief, Mr. Malone found himself plunged into an overwhelming wave of fear, anxiety, and near-constant panic. As he welcomed Johnny home, he was forced to confront an unexpected emotional reality: sometimes grief doesn't end when love returns—it changes shape. In this deeply personal episode, Mr. Malone opens up about loss, attachment, the complicated emotions that can accompany a new beginning, and the surprising psychological impact of adopting a new dog after heartbreak. It's an honest conversation about love, fear, healing, and learning to trust happiness again.

A Psychic Hit But No Guarantee

Mr. Malone is convinced he's found his soul dog—but there's one catch: there's no guarantee he'll actually get to adopt him. Hope hangs in the balance! Plus, Gilly and Lexi-Pro weigh in with their thoughts, advice, and a few opinions of their own. Will fate bring Mr. Malone and this soul pup together, or is this love story still waiting for its happy ending?

Gay Pride And An Artist Who Has No Interest In Art

It's Gay Pride Month, and Mr. Malone hits the street in full celebration mode, asking friends and neighbors one simple question: What does Gay Pride mean to you?  Meanwhile, Mr. Malone finds himself facing a different kind of challenge. As an artist who has no interest in art, he decides it's time to pick up a paintbrush again. Can he rediscover his creative spark, or will the blank canvas win this round?

Why Am I Here?

Mr Malone needs a change of scenery so he heads off to Palm Springs only to find himself asking one question that he finds the answer to when he gets back home.