Second Epistle to the Corinthians Chapter 12
In previous chapters, St. Paul defended himself against those who criticized him. He did it, not for himself but because he wanted the people of Corinth to not lose faith in him and start following the false teachers. These false teachers would take them away from Christ. St. Paul comes to the climax of his self-defense. Having related all his trials, adventures, and persecutions, he is about to show how these are allowed by the Lord in order to save him from being exalted by the abundance of his heavenly revelations, save him from pride. The abuse, necessity, and persecution he has experienced are not signs of his worthlessness. Rather, they are caused and necessitated by his greatness.
To establish his apostleship, St. Paul here speaks about the divine revelations that he enjoyed; of which he confirms that it is not profitable for him to boast. When he presents it, he speaks about it like he is sharing the story of another person.
He even says at the end of the last chapter, “If I must boast, I will boast in the things which concern my infirmity” (2 Cor 11:30). As if he is saying that if he boasts about himself it must be in his weaknesses. We see him discuss how God allowed for him to have a temptation in his body. What he truly boasts is the possibility granted to him by God to endure the temptations and the afflictions for the sake of the Lord; beside his exalted love for his people as his own children. Finally, he seeks from them to get prepared by the holy life, so that he would rejoice when he comes to them.
In brief, we see St. Paul speak more clearly than anywhere else about his own visionary experiences. Even in admitting to these experiences, he treats them less as a boast than as a confession as he recounts how God has aided him in maintaining his humility. We have often heard about St. Paul’s thorn in the flesh. It is here that he shares it and how he prayed repeatedly that God would heal him and take it away but learned that what God had given him was sufficient. Paul saw even this persistent problem as a means to his repentance and humility.