Coming home to self (No bypassing)

The Future I Wanted Surprisingly Didn’t include Him!

This is a very reflecting episode for *My current Journey to healing*, because I reviewed a list I made back in February and I realized everything came through!! The irony of this story is that I realized everything happened in the most unexpected way. I was expecting a different approach to this outcome and I thought this was going to be a life with a husband and kids. But I came to realize that in order for me to Live My Dream life I had to leave my old one behind. I realized that the biggest obstacle was the person that was draining me the most, taking my energy and my identity, to the point of losing sight of who I was; including my Goals and Dreams completely. Now I realized that Healing is Growth and they both come in the most unexpected ways. Doing things that scares me, surprisingly have been a huge factor to my healing process! Healing=Growth

Found Happiness in the UNKNOWN

Hello my desmadre souls!! I went from being in the unknown here and there to NOW living in it 24/7 ! It’s amazing the way God can show you new ways of living and honesty; it can feel very scary at times, specially when you feel like you are in a very FRAGILE phase in your life, but it’s then when God is holding you the closest! He stripped me from everything that was heavy on me and for everything that wasn’t serving my purpose anymore and even though it hurt so bad.; Now I see it was necessary for me to go to the next level of my Human experience! I hope you enjoy this desmadre.

Encontré la FELICIDAD en la Incertidumbre!

Hola hola mis desmadres souls!!! Quiero compartirles un poco de todo lo que me ah pasado estos últimos 3 mesecitos. Nunca me imaginé decir esto, pero así como lo dice el título; Eh encontrado la felicidad en estos momentos de incertidumbre! Ah sido tan interesante y el crecimiento y el conocimiento que eh acumulado es impresionante! Eh estado viviendo y disfrutando pero al mismo tiempo sanando ❤️‍🩹 Espero te guste este episodio.

Healing, Monogamy, Polygamy, loquera and ME!

Hello my desmadre SOULS! In this episode, I talk about healing, identity, relationships, and the messy in-between of becoming yourself. From monogamy to polygamy, from guilt to freedom, from overthinking to full-on loquera — this is an honest conversation about trying new things, questioning old beliefs, and learning that DIFFERENT doesn’t automatically mean WRONG. I’m sharing the parts of me that are still healing, still exploring, still confused sometimes… but finally choosing to live more unapologetically and truthfully. This episode is raw, reflective, a little chaotic, BUT very ME. I hope you enjoy leave a comment with your thoughts if any!!

From Ashes I will RISE (Part 2)

Hello my desmadres Souls!!! Well this is my 2nd part of my previous episode from The ashes I will Rise ! I just want to explain to you my desmadre soul how life is going in the uncertainty! Sounds scary but actually it has turned out to be pretty exciting and FULL of surprises! I was so broken to the point of turning to God and asking him to take the wheel AND … HE DID! Faith is driving me to where I suppose to be and taking me back to who I am. I am finally Coming home to self ✨