My Life in Show Business

John Allen is back to face what is. What am I? Suffering is not a glitch. It’s a call to pay  attention to what you are having an argument with in reality.With what is.  With God. And guess what?  You will lose every fuckin' time if you go toe to toe with God. LOL Just saying

John Allen makes a deal with "what is". Once again 'what is"  pulls the football away. Dare to be pretentious Ash Wednesday. 6:10 Falling out with the therapist 6:30 Always willing to give it a shot. 8:00 Sin in original Aramaic means to miss the point. 10:00 Lots of cool shit is going on when you pay attention 12:45 I was going to talk about loving 13:30 It's so...That made me laugh. For real...good joke 15:25 Glory holes 15:45 I do crack myself up 16:00 Giving Irving a blast... 16:47 Gapped out.. What did I say? I am back now..oh exposure therapy...or denial... 19:50 I laughed at the mean dog joke. I did laugh listening to it again... 23:40 So two narcissists walk into a bar... 33 old guy sport joke...decided to leave it in..even though it makes me sound line an old guy...

John Allen loses yet again to what is. This time he doesn't even make it to the end of the round. Shakespeare starts Hamlet AFTER the king is dead. That’s drama. The reaction. 1:50 Because I have nothing to lose I am free to talk but it’s shocking that most people don’t have that freedom. 2:30 Freedom of speech is in serious danger. Danger! Danger! Will Robinson 4:50 It’s not that they will lose their jobs for speaking; now it’s even standing next to someone who says something can get you fired. 9:37 Joe Biden Am I still alive? 11:00 Don’t take away my words. 12:00 A safe space in my day was being able to say what you wanted without consequence. 13:00 A push pull relationship with success 15:05 Mark iv panther tank pulls up in front of house. 16:05 I’ve grown up to be a weird troll. 17:50 Did I say the quiet thing? 18:00 I mean Joe is ahead 8 points not Donald. 18:30 I crack myself up. 20:00 Holding on by Chief Justice Robert’s fingernails and Justice Ginsburg’s pancreas 23:00 Monitor yourself. 26:00 What can I tell ya? LOL 34:00 It’s a metaphor ladies and gentlemen 33:30 I aint no Guru I only play one on TV 36:30 Ask yourself what the fuck is happening and then investigate 38:04 Take two minutes and just shut the fuck up. 40:00 These people have really let us down 41:45 How are you spinning this? 42:00 What I never tell in that story. 45:00 You have everything you need in this moment or you would be dead 46:00 The Dogs Bark and the Caravan moves on

John Allen losing to what is...again. I thought I was the guy making the joke; but it turned out, that I am actually the joke. A dark place Giving up Sir Galahad Guys turning their girlfriends into Mommy We want them around making us a sandwich but not actually... I got a prostate like an Idaho potato but I am still a good stick man- Marlon Brando Last Tango in Paris. The teeter totter Should I bother talking about the cancel culture and how stupid it is? Am I brothers and sisters  in the left wing really going to tank this? Defund the police? Really? What do you got in there? Sawdust?" Cassandra part 2- Dudes! There are Greek soldiers in that horse. I kid you not. The Film Festival and the Day Care No More Process Getting the shit kicked out of me Come on man- Joe Biden about everything The Supreme court turned into a bunch of pussies. Big Surprise It was 8 zip in the Nixon Tape case not 9 zip.

John Allen survives yet another battle with "what is". meditation, questioning,critical thinking, what the fuck is happening now? who am i? who cares? Fuck it LOL