Only God Rescued Me: My Journey From Satanic Ritual Abuse

A Chat About Gender Differences with the Anonymous Italian

The Anonymous Italian returns to the Only God RescuedMe Podcast to discuss an important topic: the differences between how men and women often experience healing. In conversations with Anonymous, I became aware that this platform has naturally been geared more toward women. I want to acknowledge that oversight and apologize to the men who may have felt underrepresented. Going forward, Ihope to bring more balance through future interviews, conversations, and memes that speak to the unique experiences of male survivors. In today's episode, we explore what healing can look like for men and why understanding those differences matters to our community. We also discuss why many men are less likely to share their stories—whether publicly or privately—and some of the challenges that contribute to that silence. While Anonymous speaks from his own lived experience, his insights invite all of us to listen with curiosity, compassion, and a willingness to better understand the healing journey of the men among us. Only God Rescued Me:  Website: https://www.onlygodrescuedme.com/ [https://www.onlygodrescuedme.com/]  Contact Lisa: lisa@onlygodrescuedme.com [lisa@onlygodrescuedme.com]   To help support this podcast:   Become an OGRM Support Angel on YouTube ($4.99 per month): https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCXudcfKU-b6NtSQphUOstRA/join [https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCXudcfKU-b6NtSQphUOstRA/join] Spotify Subscriber ($2.99 per month): https://creators.spotify.com/pod/profile/lisa-meister/subscribe [https://creators.spotify.com/pod/profile/lisa-meister/subscribe] PayPal @Lisa453 Venmo @lisameister4242 Square https://square.link/u/kQLAozvV [https://square.link/u/kQLAozvV] Buy Me a Coffee https://buymeacoffee.com/onlygodrescuedme.com [https://buymeacoffee.com/onlygodrescuedme.com]

Shame, with Rebecca Davis

What if one of the greatest obstacles to your healing isn't whathappened to you—but the shame you were left carrying? Shame is one of the enemy's most powerful weapons against survivors. It convinces us we are damaged, dirty, or beyond hope. But shame is a lie. In this powerful interview, Rebecca Davis helps us understand what shame really is, how to recognize it in our lives, and how to begin releasing the burden we were never meant to bear. Together we explore life-changing truths: ·       Shame is not your identity. ·       Shame belongs on the abusers—not on the survivor. ·       Shame was never yours to carry. If shame has kept you silent, isolated, or feeling unworthy of love, this conversation offers both understanding and hope. Freedom begins when we recognize the lies shame has told us and embrace the truth of who we are. Join us for this important discussion and take another step on the journey from shame to freedom. Only God Rescued Me: Website: https://www.onlygodrescuedme.com/ [https://www.onlygodrescuedme.com/]   Contact Lisa: lisa@onlygodrescuedme.com [lisa@onlygodrescuedme.com]   To help support this podcast:   Become an OGRM Support Angel on YouTube ($4.99 per month): https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCXudcfKU-b6NtSQphUOstRA/join [https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCXudcfKU-b6NtSQphUOstRA/join] Spotify Subscriber ($2.99 per month): https://creators.spotify.com/pod/profile/lisa-meister/subscribe [https://creators.spotify.com/pod/profile/lisa-meister/subscribe]

Let's Wade into the Gyno-Uncomfortable with Dr. Claire

SA and SRA can leave survivors with long-term gynecological conditions that are often surrounded by deep shame. That shame can become so overwhelming that many survivors feel unable to ask questions, seek medical care, or even talk about what they are experiencing.Today, Dr. Claire Robertson Taylor joins us to help remove that shame and place it back where it belongs—on the abusers. Together, we explore difficult but important questions, offering understanding, validation, and practical information for survivors navigating these lasting effects.Content Warning: This is a highly triggering interview. Please take care of yourself as you listen. Go slowly, pause when needed, and return only when you feel ready.Disclaimer: This episode is for educational and informational purposes only and is not intended to provide medical or mental health advice. Always consult a qualified healthcare professional regarding your individual circumstances.

The Anonymous Italian, SRA Victor

What if everything you believed about one man's childhood sounded too unbelievable to be true? Today we proudly bring you the story of a male survivor. Male survivor stories have been rare on this channel, making this interview all the more important. In this powerful conversation, Anonymous Italian shares a life that seems almost impossible to comprehend. He grew up in a town where spies, Nazis, Russians, the military, and the mob all intersected. His uncle had connections to Nazis and Operation Paperclip, while his father was a low-ranking member of the mob. Although his Catholic mother came from a loving Italian family, she placed him in an Episcopal church where he says he became part of Project Artichoke. For years, he struggled to understand the fragments of his past. When he finally confronted his mother as an adult about the sexual abuse he endured, her response was one of anger, telling him never to speak of it again. This interview follows Anonymous Italian as he pieces together a life filled with secrets, trauma, and unanswered questions. Whether you're a survivor, a helper, or simply seeking to understand the complexities of trauma, this conversation offers a remarkable look at one man's journey to make sense of the unimaginable. Thank you for joining us. If this interview is meaningful to you, please consider subscribing, sharing it with others, and leaving a respectful comment below. Only God Rescued Me exists to give survivors a voice, educate helpers, and point people toward hope and healing through Christ. Only God Rescued Me: Website:https://www.onlygodrescuedme.com/ Contact Lisa:lisa@onlygodrescuedme.com To help support this podcast: Become an OGRM Support Angel on YouTube ($4.99 per month): https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCXudcfKU-b6NtSQphUOstRA/join Spotify Subscriber ($2.99 per month): https://creators.spotify.com/pod/profile/lisa-meister/subscribe PayPal @Lisa453 Venmo @lisameister4242 Square https://square.link/u/kQLAozvV Buy Me a Coffee https://buymeacoffee.com/onlygodrescuedme.com

Trust

Trust, it's a hard concept for survivors when it comes to God, yet so essential. Today we dive into what trust is and how we can begin to approach trusting God when everything inside us says not to. Only God Rescued Me:Website:https://www.onlygodrescuedme.com/Contact Lisa:lisa@onlygodrescuedme.comTo help support this podcast: Become an OGRM Support Angel on YouTube ($4.99 per month): https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCXudcfKU-b6NtSQphUOstRA/joinSpotify Subscriber ($2.99 per month): https://creators.spotify.com/pod/profile/lisa-meister/subscribePayPal @Lisa453Venmo @lisameister4242 Square https://square.link/u/kQLAozvVBuy Me a Coffee https://buymeacoffee.com/onlygodrescuedme.com