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The Myth of Having It All Figured Out EP 84

I didn't plan this episode. I was standing in the shower (where I seem to have half of my best ideas), thinking about how much I'm still learning. And if I'm being honest, how uncomfortable I am with people seeing me learn. Somewhere along the way, I picked up this belief that because I'm a coach, because I teach breathwork and how to deal with stress (well) and sobriety, that I should have everything figured out by now. But that's not actually how growth works. In this episode, I talk about the pressure to be perfect, why I still experience imposter syndrome sometimes, and what I've learned about helping people while still walking through my own challenges. I share some reflections on sobriety, rebuilding my life after alcohol, learning new ways to cope, learning how to receive love, and why I think I've been doing myself (and others) a disservice by expecting myself to be "finished." The truth is, I'm still learning. We all are. And maybe the goal isn't to have it all figured out. Maybe the goal is to keep showing up, keep collecting the lessons, and keep taking the next step. If you've ever felt like you're behind, not doing enough, not healed enough, or like you should be further along by now, I think you'll find yourself somewhere in this conversation. Ways to continue the work: 🔁 Ongoing support: The Deliberate Practice [https://thedeliberateone.com/the-deliberate-practice] — a steady rhythm of nervous system regulation, breathwork, and integration. 🧭 Personalized clarity: The Personal Power Map [https://thedeliberateone.com/personalpowermap]— a personalized nervous system and identity audit with a video walkthrough. Explore everything at thedeliberateone.com Connect on Instagram @thedeliberateone If this episode supported you, you can buy me a coffee here [https://buymeacoffee.com/Thedeliberateone]

Nothing Was Wasted: Following the Breadcrumbs Back Through Your Life EP 83

There are chapters of my life I would've skipped if someone had given me the choice. The paint of getting divorced. Losing my stepdad. Getting fired. Quitting drinking and realizing alcohol wasn't actually the problem, it was what was underneath it. At the time, none of those experiences felt like they were leading anywhere. They just felt hard. But lately I've been reflecting on how many of the things I once judged, resisted, or wished away ended up becoming part of the path that brought me here. In this episode, I'm exploring the idea that we often call certain moments miracles because we only see the outcome. We don't see the thousands of invisible moments, choices, heartbreaks, lessons, and acts of courage that made that outcome possible. If you've ever looked back on your life and wondered why certain things happened, or felt like you've taken a few wrong turns along the way, this conversation is for you. Maybe nothing was wasted after all. Ways to continue the work: 🔁 Ongoing support: The Deliberate Practice [https://thedeliberateone.com/the-deliberate-practice] — a steady rhythm of nervous system regulation, breathwork, and integration. 🧭 Personalized clarity: The Personal Power Map [https://thedeliberateone.com/personalpowermap]— a personalized nervous system and identity audit with a video walkthrough. Explore everything at thedeliberateone.com Connect on Instagram @thedeliberateone If this episode supported you, you can buy me a coffee here [https://buymeacoffee.com/Thedeliberateone]

I Won My First Boxing Match and Never Fought Again EP 82

I heard a question on a trashy Netflix reality show that completely stopped me: “Is it the fear of failure… or the fear of people watching you fail?” And  I haven’t stopped thinking about it since. In this episode, I talk about the amount of energy we spend trying to manage perception. Trying to look competent. Trying to avoid embarrassment. Trying to make sure nobody sees us struggle, fail, fall apart, get rejected, get divorced, get fired, or not get it right the first time. I talk about boxing competitively and why I never fought again after winning. I talk about recording and deleting podcast episodes over and over. I talk about what I made divorce and getting fired mean about me. Because underneath perfectionism is often something much deeper: the fear that if people see us fail, they’ll decide we’re no longer worthy of love, respect, connection, or belonging. This is a conversation about failure, identity, nervous system protection, and learning how to keep showing up without needing certainty first. Ways to continue the work: 🔁 Ongoing support: The Deliberate Practice [https://thedeliberateone.com/the-deliberate-practice] — a steady rhythm of nervous system regulation, breathwork, and integration. 🧭 Personalized clarity: The Personal Power Map [https://thedeliberateone.com/personalpowermap]— a personalized nervous system and identity audit with a video walkthrough. Explore everything at thedeliberateone.com Connect on Instagram @thedeliberateone If this episode supported you, you can buy me a coffee here [https://buymeacoffee.com/Thedeliberateone]

Your Nervous System Is Built For Safety, Not Success EP 81

Your nervous system is not built for success. It’s built for safety. And until you understand that, a lot of your patterns won’t make sense. In this episode, I break down why high-functioning women often struggle with procrastination, overwhelm, shutdown, inconsistency, self-sabotage, people pleasing, perfectionism, emotional exhaustion, and “falling off” routines, even when they really want change. I talk about: * nervous system regulation and stress responses * why your body chooses familiarity over growth * the physiology behind self-sabotage and avoidance * freeze, overwhelm, emotional shutdown, and survival mode * coping mechanisms beyond alcohol * why removing alcohol doesn’t automatically solve nervous system patterns * high-functioning anxiety and chronic self-overriding * why mindset and motivation alone stop working * how unresolved stress impacts behaviour and consistency * the connection between nervous system safety, habits, healing, and emotional regulation I also share my personal experiences with: * drinking and emotional coping * perfectionism and control * over-optimizing wellness routines * feeling disconnected from herself despite “doing all the right things” * navigating deeper nervous system healing after quitting drinking This episode is especially for women who: * feel stuck in cycles of burnout or overwhelm * struggle with self-trust or consistency * feel emotionally exhausted while still functioning externally * default to coping mechanisms under stress * want to understand WHY they keep repeating certain patterns * are interested in nervous system healing, breathwork, somatic healing, emotional regulation, and sustainable personal growth Because your patterns are not random. Your nervous system is always trying to protect you. And once you understand the protection underneath the behaviour, you stop relating to yourself through shame. Ways to continue the work: 🔁 Ongoing support: The Deliberate Practice [https://thedeliberateone.com/the-deliberate-practice] — a steady rhythm of nervous system regulation, breathwork, and integration. 🧭 Personalized clarity: The Personal Power Map [https://thedeliberateone.com/personalpowermap]— a personalized nervous system and identity audit with a video walkthrough. Explore everything at thedeliberateone.com Connect on Instagram @thedeliberateone If this episode supported you, you can buy me a coffee here [https://buymeacoffee.com/Thedeliberateone]

Your Routine Isn’t the Problem. Your Baseline Is. EP 80

I think a lot of people think they have a consistency problem. But what I've discovered is more likely, is that most people have a baseline problem. In this episode, I’m talking about the idea of creating the “lowest barrier for entry” version of your practices so you stop fully abandoning yourself every time life gets hard. Because if your routines only work when you’re highly motivated, well rested, emotionally regulated, and life is calm… they’re probably not sustainable yet. I share what I use personally and what I work through with clients when it comes to: * nervous system regulation * building realistic routines * emotional burnout and overwhelm * self-trust * all-or-nothing thinking * consistency without perfection * creating habits that actually survive hard seasons * stopping the cycle of “starting over” We also talk about: * why small practices matter more than intense ones * how survival mode impacts follow through * the connection between stress, avoidance, and self-abandonment * how to create a baseline that still supports you during busy, emotional, or exhausting seasons of life This one is especially for the women who feel like they’re constantly trying to “get back on track.” Maybe the goal isn’t becoming someone who never falls off. Maybe the goal is becoming someone who knows how to return faster without disappearing from themselves for months (or years) at a time. If you’re looking for deeper support around nervous system regulation, breathwork, emotional resilience, and creating sustainable practices, you can learn more about The Deliberate Practice membership through the links below. Ways to continue the work: 🔁 Ongoing support: The Deliberate Practice [https://thedeliberateone.com/the-deliberate-practice] — a steady rhythm of nervous system regulation, breathwork, and integration. 🧭 Personalized clarity: The Personal Power Map [https://thedeliberateone.com/personalpowermap]— a personalized nervous system and identity audit with a video walkthrough. Explore everything at thedeliberateone.com Connect on Instagram @thedeliberateone If this episode supported you, you can buy me a coffee here [https://buymeacoffee.com/Thedeliberateone]