How Do I Know What the Right Choice Is

How Do I Know What the Right Choice Is

When you’re searching for direction, rather than seeking outside guidance or reading other people's advice books, sometimes what you need is to slow down, listen deeply, and learn the language of your own inner guidance. In this solo episode, host and Soul Medic Rachel Alexandria explores what it's like to trust yourself, especially when you’ve been conditioned not to.  Drawing from her work with high-level leaders and her background in psychology and spirituality, she unpacks the difference between fear and intuitive knowing, how spirit communicates without urgency, and why clarity requires your active participation. Through personal reflections and a powerful story of receiving unexpected guidance, Rachel offers a grounded, nuanced perspective on how to partner with the unseen while staying rooted in your own sovereignty. ★ Support this podcast ★ [https://ko-fi.com/rachelalexandria]

Integrity and Consent in Leading Communities with Mark Silver

After decades of building a values-driven business and guiding spiritually centered entrepreneurs, Mark Silver has come to see leadership as a practice of deep listening, consent, and integrity. This episode of Lonely at the Top explores leadership defined by relationship, accountability, and alignment with Something Greater. What does it really means to lead in a world shaped by disconnection and noise? How can we cultivate inner clarity, emotional honesty, and consent-based communication not as a performance of leadership but as an integral part of how we lead others as well as how we show up in our own lives. Through grounded wisdom and lived experience, Mark shares how leadership can feel less lonely when we build the right structures of support, stay rooted in our values, and learn to listen beyond the mind. Episode Highlights * The difference between cultural loneliness and leadership loneliness *  Why consent-based communication is a critical (and missing) leadership skill *  How to share authentically without overstepping emotional boundaries *  The power of creating accountability structures in leadership and community *  Why “messiness” needs context and how to choose where to process it *  How spiritual alignment can guide business decisions and leadership direction *  The role of listening vs. forcing outcomes in leadership *  Why leadership, at its best, doesn’t doesn't have to cost you, but can expand you *  How regenerative practices and nature can support leadership wellbeing *  Why great leaders welcome correction, and say “thank you” for it *  The importance of building circles where you don’t have to lead Connect with Mark Silver * HeartofBusiness.com [https://heartofbusiness.com/] *  Book: Heart-Centered Business: Healing from Toxic Business Culture So Your Small Business Can Thrive [https://www.amazon.com/Heart-Centered-Business-Healing-business-culture/dp/1961741024] *  LinkedIn [https://www.linkedin.com/in/marksilverhob/] ★ Support this podcast ★ ★ Support this podcast ★ [https://ko-fi.com/rachelalexandria]

Balancing Confidence and Humility as a Surgeon with Dr. Pamela Lee

Dr. Pamela Lee [https://www.linkedin.com/in/pamela-lee-362b653/] has spent her career making life-or-death decisions in the operating room while carrying the pressure that comes with being one of the few women leading in surgery. As a colorectal surgeon, robotic surgery specialist, and Chair of Surgery at both Sharp Memorial Hospital and Sharp Reese Stealy Medical Group, Pamela operates in environments where mistakes carry enormous weight and everyone is looking to her for answers. This episode of Lonely at the Top is about balancing confidence with humility, navigating the intense pressure of surgery, and learning how to lead ethically in environments shaped by ego, hierarchy, and relentless expectations. Pamela opens up about the terrifying early years of surgery, the emotional toll leadership has taken on her family life, and the moments in the operating room where she’s had to steady herself under overwhelming pressure because “if I lose it, everybody around me loses it.” She also shares powerful insights on female leadership in medicine, the evolution of surgical culture, and why the best surgeons never stop learning. Episode Highlights *  What it feels like to carry the weight of life-or-death decisions in surgery *  The hidden emotional toll of leadership in medicine and motherhood *  Why the first years as a surgeon can feel incredibly isolating *  Balancing confidence, ego, humility, and vulnerability in the operating room *  How robotic surgery technology is transforming collaboration and patient care *  The sacrifices leadership can place on family relationships and emotional bandwidth *  Why the best leaders and surgeons remain curious and willing to learn Connect with Dr. Pamela Lee Dr. Pamela Lee’s LinkedIn [https://www.linkedin.com/in/pamela-lee-362b653/] ★ Support this podcast ★ ★ Support this podcast ★ [https://ko-fi.com/rachelalexandria]

Finding Identity Beyond Success with Marguerite Martin

After spending more than two decades in real estate, Marguerite Martin [https://www.linkedin.com/in/tacomarealestateagent/] never expected her work would force her to confront difficult questions about community, power, and the unintended consequences of success. What began as a civic-minded passion project to help people discover Tacoma quickly turned her into a local public figure and, eventually, a lightning rod for conversations around housing affordability, displacement, and gentrification. This episode of Lonely at the Top is about navigating the emotional complexity of leadership in the public arena and parasocial relationships. It’s about learning how to receive criticism without losing yourself, and discovering that external achievement can’t heal internal wounds. Marguerite opens up about the loneliness of entrepreneurship, the hidden mental health crash that followed her biggest professional wins, and the process of rebuilding a more grounded sense of self after years of relentless hustle. She also shares powerful reflections on leadership, accountability, aging, and the importance of staying curious in a rapidly changing world. Episode Highlights * How Marguerite became a public figure through her community-focused real estate platform  *  The loneliness and pressure of always appearing successful as an entrepreneur  * Why her biggest professional success led to a personal and emotional crash  * Learning to navigate criticism with accountability instead of defensiveness  * The difficult questions leaders must ask about success, growth, and community impact  * Why curiosity, adaptability, and self-awareness matter more with age Connect with Marguerite Marguerite’s Website [https://www.margueritemartin.com/] Marguerite’s Linkedin [https://www.linkedin.com/in/tacomarealestateagent/] Move to Tacoma Instagram [https://www.instagram.com/movetotacoma/] Marguerite's Instagram [https://www.instagram.com/margueritemartinofficial/] ★ Support this podcast ★ ★ Support this podcast ★ [https://ko-fi.com/rachelalexandria]

Leading As an Act of Community Service with Bennett Peji

After growing up as one of the shyest kids—constantly moving, constantly adapting—Bennett Peji never imagined he would become a leader responsible for bringing entire communities together. From feeling like an outsider to leading large-scale, community-centered design projects, Bennett’s journey is a testament to the power of adaptability, empathy, and intentional growth. This episode of Lonely at the Top is about redefining leadership through service, not control. It’s about learning to navigate uncertainty without needing to predict the future, building trust across diverse perspectives, and turning what once felt like weaknesses into your greatest strengths. It’s also about embracing change—not resisting it—and discovering how leadership can be a shared experience rather than a solitary burden. Episode Highlights *  How Bennett transformed extreme shyness into a leadership superpower  *  Why adaptability is one of the most valuable skills a leader can develop  *  The challenge of leading diverse communities with competing perspectives  *  What it really means to “share the load” as a leader instead of carrying it alone  *  Why predicting the future isn’t necessary—and what to focus on instead  *  The power of listening and letting others co-create solutions  *  How constant change in childhood shaped Bennett’s leadership style  *  The hidden cost of leadership: losing touch with your original craft  *  Why preparation—not spontaneity—is the key to confident communication  *  How meditation and intentional routines support long-term leadership wellbeing  Connect with Bennett Bennett’s LinkedIn [https://www.linkedin.com/in/bennettpeji/] Bennett’s Website [https://bennettpeji.com/] ★ Support this podcast ★ ★ Support this podcast ★ [https://ko-fi.com/rachelalexandria]