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Future of the Church: action needed to prepare for tomorrow

What does the church need to let go of to survive the future? 0:00 – Trailer 0:42 – Intro: Faith. No Filter. 5:40 – The “gift” of declining numbers 9:26 – Dying to resurrect: a new church 12:54 – The danger of predictable faith 15:11 – The loudest noise is an empty church 19:30 – Honouring legacy without repeating it 22:54 – Building community outside the building 23:43 – Housing crisis: activating church assets 29:28 – Practical justice: more than just prayers 34:11 – The punk ethos: planting future churches In this episode of Filthy Hope, Ness and John sit down with Moderator-elect Reverend Pablo Nunez to discuss the radical shifts needed in the Uniting Church. Pablo argues that Australia is moving into a "pre-Christian" era, where traditional church structures no longer make sense to a generation with no memory of Sunday school. He challenges the church to move away from political entanglements and predictable comfort to become a prophetic voice once again. From turning empty church houses into youth rental communities to moving beyond religious platitudes when meeting physical needs, this conversation is an unflinching look at institutional survival vs. missional purpose. Pablo calls for a "punk ethos" that values authenticity and action over perfect notes and empty pews, urging the church to "go out swinging" in its pursuit of hope. #FilthyHope #FaithNoFilter #ChristianPodcast #UnitingChurch #ChurchGrowth #Justice #PropheticVoice #ModernFaith #HousingCrisis

A life of calling: faith, uncertainty & following God across the globe

What happens when God calls you somewhere you never planned to go? 0:00 – Trailer 0:42 – Intro: Faith. No filter. 1:26 – Rev Pablo Nunez: The Moderator-Elect 3:00 – Uruguay: the most secular country in the Americas 6:33 – My “boring” christian sister 11:44 – Drugs, psychedelics, and a kitchen floor revelation 16:53 – The absurdist call to Australia 22:08 – My partner in mission 24:54 – 21 days to leave Australia 27:53 – Moving to the margins of Adelaide 32:27 – Changing the institution from within In this episode of Filthy Hope, hosts Rev Ness Williams-Henke and Rev Jon Humphries sit down with Reverend Pablo Nunez, the Moderator-elect of the Uniting Church (NSW/ACT). Pablo shares his journey from a secular upbringing in Uruguay to a life-altering encounter with grace following a period of rebellion and drug use. He reflects on the "whisper" that led him to Australia as a missionary and the brutal 10-month visa battle that tested his family's faith and sense of home. The conversation dives into the reality of ministry, from working with the homeless in Adelaide to the challenge of stepping into high-level leadership during a pandemic. Pablo explores what it means to "toughen up without losing tenderness," offering a raw perspective on institutional change, the necessity of practical faith, and the radical, undeserved goodness of God. #FilthyHope #FaithNoFilter #ChristianPodcast #UnitingChurch #UruguayToAustralia #RadicalGrace #ChurchLeadership #MissionaryLife #Homelessness #MigrationtoAustralia #FaithJourney

My father’s final decision: diagnosis & Voluntary Assisted Dying

CONTENT WARNING: This episode discusses terminal illness, death, and voluntary assisted dying. Please take care while listening. If you need support, Lifeline is available in Australia 24/7: 13 11 14.Can you ever truly prepare for the exact moment someone you love will die? 0:00 – Trailer 0:38 – Intro: Faith. No Filter. 2:34 – The life of Warrick “Wonka” Dawson 7:52 – The brutal speed of motor neurone disease (MND) 15:28 – Watching the nerves “fire” 16:41 – Scheduling a Wednesday to die 19:01 – Humor as a pressure valve 23:49 – The strict criteria for Voluntary Assisted Dying (VAD) 33:51 – One last sunny breakfast 39:18 – The clinical “lights off” moment 48:59 – Re-packing the backpack of grief In this episode of Filthy Hope, Rev Ness Williams-Henke and Rev Jon Humphries sit down with Sascha Dawson to unpack the reality of losing his father, Warrick, to motor neurone disease – and the deeply complex decision to pursue voluntary assisted dying (VAD). From the trauma of the initial clinical diagnosis to the surreal nature of a final sunny breakfast, Sascha explores what it means to maintain agency in the face of the horrific.  The conversation dives into the messy reality of grief: how it starts long before the end and why professional counseling is essential to "unpack the backpack" of trauma. Sascha and Ness reflect on the jarring cognitive dissonance of a scheduled death and the transition from "lights on" to "lights off." This episode is a "grit with grace" exploration of end-of-life choices, family culture, and the long road to finding a new normal after the unthinkable. #FilthyHope #FaithNoFilter #ChristianPodcast #VAD #AssistedDying #MND #GriefJourney #RadicalHonesty #EndofLife #TraumaRecovery #GritWithGrace

Becoming myself: anxiety, rehab & rebuilding self-worth

Can a life of privilege protect you from a "rock bottom" breakdown?0:00 – Trailer0:38 – Intro: Faith. No Filter.3:08 – Growing up on Sydney’s North Shore7:03 – Leadership, cadets, and early identity10:28 – The trap of corporate conformity13:03 – Sexuality and coming out post AIDs epidemic18:18 – Internal battles: anxiety and self-hatred23:23 – Hitting rock bottom27:03 – Rehab and learning humility31:08 – Faith as an “unreceived gift”31:48 – The moment the weight liftedIn this episode of Filthy Hope, hosts Rev Ness Williams-Henke and Rev Jon Humphries sit down with Sascha Dawson to share a deeply honest story of identity, anxiety, and rebuilding self-worth. From growing up on Sydney’s North Shore to coming out in a time marked by stigma and fear, Sascha reflects on the internal battles that shaped his early life and the pressure to conform to expectations that never quite fit.This episode explores rock bottom moments, the role of rehab and humility in recovery, and a powerful turning point where the weight of anxiety unexpectedly lifted. It is a vulnerable and hopeful conversation about post-traumatic growth, learning to like yourself, and the ongoing journey of becoming who you truly are. We apologies for the lower audio quality in this episode as we faced technical difficulties. #FilthyHope #FaithNoFilter #ChristianPodcast #MentalHealth #SelfWorth #ComingOut #LGBTQStories #AnxietyRecovery #RehabRecovery #FaithAndLife #PostTraumaticGrowth

The final decision: faith, grief & Voluntary Assisted Dying

CONTENT WARNING: This episode includes discussion of death, grief, terminal illness, and voluntary assisted dying. Listener discretion is advised. If you need support, Lifeline is available in Australia 24/7 on 13 11 14.  What does it mean to “die well”?  0:00 – Trailer & Trigger Warning: 0:46 – Intro: Faith. No Filter 2:16 – Facing death with radical honesty 2:51 – Voluntary Assisted Dying: legal but complex 7:26 – Praying for a miracle while honouring choice 9:51 – Preparing to die with no regrets 11:06 – Grief is not linear 13:06 – Confession and unburdening before the end 15:26 – Still living as we head to death 20:31 – A “holy day” and last requests 28:06 – The jolt and sudden finality of VAD In this raw, unflinching episode of Filthy Hope, hosts Rev Ness Williams-Henke and Rev Jon Humphries step into one of the most complex and controversial conversations of our time: voluntary assisted dying. With pastoral honesty and compassion, they reflect on accompanying people through terminal illness, the tension between praying for a miracle and respecting legal choice, and what it means to prepare for death with no regrets. Through stories of unexpected loss and chosen death, they explore grief that is not linear, the power of confession and radical honesty, and the strange truth that we can be seriously funny and joyfully sad at the same time. This episode wrestles with mortality, love, and the belief that even when life ends, love does not. It is a grounded and hope-filled conversation about living well in the face of death. #FilthyHope #ChristianPodcast #VoluntaryAssistedDying #FaithAndGrief #EndOfLifeCare #PastoralCare #LivingWell #HopeInLoss #RadicalHonesty