All His Church

Day 20 - Let Your Yes Be Yes

In Day 20 of the All His Church podcast, Chris gets honest about language, cussing, and what it means to honor the name of the Lord in a world where blasphemy barely raises an eyebrow. Starting from his own story as a “championship level” cusser who asked God to take away the habit, he reflects on how the Lord answered that prayer and gave him a new sensitivity to how often God’s name is misused. Rooting the conversation in Psalm 145 and the sobering story of blasphemy and judgment in Leviticus, Chris explores why Scripture treats taking God’s name in vain as a sin with the same seriousness as murder—and why that still matters in the age of Tesla and iPhones. This episode invites you to listen closely to your own words, recover a holy reverence for God’s Name, and let your “yes” be yes as you walk with Christ in everyday life. This is a public episode. If you would like to discuss this with other subscribers or get access to bonus episodes, visit walkindarknessnomore.substack.com [https://walkindarknessnomore.substack.com?utm_medium=podcast&utm_campaign=CTA_1]

Day 19 - Rivers of Babylon

In this week’s episode of All His Church, Chris sits with the haunting words of Psalm 137, “By the rivers of Babylon,” and asks what we’re supposed to do with a prayer that ends in shocking violence. Using the exile’s lament as a backdrop, he explores how the Psalms are not sanitized hymns but brutally honest prayers of the heart—blueprints for bringing our real anger, confusion, and despair before God, not just the cleaned‑up versions we think He wants to hear. Along the way, Chris connects Psalm 137 to a surprising discussion by Father Mike Schmitz about comedian Theo Von, highlighting a raw, vulnerable “addiction prayer” that names even the part of us that knows we might fail again, and asks God to enter that very place. The episode presses into the idea that the goal of the spiritual life is not spotless performance but union and relationship—with a God who already knows the truth and wants us to trust Him enough to say share it. Listeners are invited to rediscover the Psalms as living prayers, see Jesus Himself praying them on the cross, and learn how to pray honestly in their own “Babylon” seasons. This is a public episode. If you would like to discuss this with other subscribers or get access to bonus episodes, visit walkindarknessnomore.substack.com [https://walkindarknessnomore.substack.com?utm_medium=podcast&utm_campaign=CTA_1]

Day 18 - Forgivable

In this deeply personal episode, Chris reflects on Psalm 128 and the promise of a blessed home for those who fear the Lord and walk in his ways. He shares stories from a special week in his family’s life—his wife Jenny’s birthday, Mother’s Day, and the anniversary of their first date—and the simple but profound vocation captured in her note: “Let’s get to Heaven together.” Chris also opens up about a season of intense darkness following his first marriage and divorce, including a near–suicide moment and a desperate cry for help. From there, he wrestles honestly with what Scripture and the Church say about divorce and remarriage and asks how we hold together Jesus’ hard words on marriage with the limitless mercy of God. Along the way he talks about being a “not‑so‑secret Catholic,” reading the Deuterocanon, praying the rosary as a lifelong Protestant, and the ongoing search for truth in the middle of denominational lines. If you’ve ever carried shame over your past, questioned whether you are truly forgivable, or struggled to reconcile Jesus’ teaching on marriage with your own story, this episode invites you into a conversation about sin, mercy, and the hope of a future that’s still wide open in Christ. This is a public episode. If you would like to discuss this with other subscribers or get access to bonus episodes, visit walkindarknessnomore.substack.com [https://walkindarknessnomore.substack.com?utm_medium=podcast&utm_campaign=CTA_1]

Day 17 - Vico

This week on All His Church, Chris sits with Psalm 34 and the story of Judas to ask a hard question: what do we do with repentance that comes right before despair? Drawing on “The Lord is near to the brokenhearted, and saves the crushed in spirit” and Matthew 27:1–5, he notices something easily missed—Judas returns the silver and confesses his sin before he takes his own life. From there, Chris shares the story of his friend Vico and why the Church’s response to suicide must hold both the gravity of sin and the tenderness of God’s mercy. This is a public episode. If you would like to discuss this with other subscribers or get access to bonus episodes, visit walkindarknessnomore.substack.com [https://walkindarknessnomore.substack.com?utm_medium=podcast&utm_campaign=CTA_1]

Day 16 - Signs and Wonders

In this episode of All His Church, Chris reflects on signs and wonders through a very personal story about a broken front tooth. Chris wrestles with what counts as a miracle and why God might choose something so small and ordinary to reveal his presence. Rooted in Psalm 135 and the Church’s teaching on miracles, this quiet, intimate testimony becomes a daily reminder that the Kingdom is near, that Christ still acts in our lives, and that God’s grace often shows up in the details we overlook. This is a public episode. If you would like to discuss this with other subscribers or get access to bonus episodes, visit walkindarknessnomore.substack.com [https://walkindarknessnomore.substack.com?utm_medium=podcast&utm_campaign=CTA_1]