Bigger Than Me

Ep. 64 | Thoughts and Prayers: The Lie We Believe About Healing and Distance

A friend told me his wife was sick, so I tried to call her and pray. She never picked up. At first, I almost waited. That hesitation exposed a subtle lie many believers carry without realizing it: the assumption that distance somehow limits what God can do. In this episode, we explore a simple healing testimony and why physical presence has never been a requirement for obedience.

Ep. 63 | This Is Over: The Danger in Treating Facts as the Whole Truth When During Healing

Aaron's eyesight became worse immediately after prayer. For many believers, that's the moment doubt takes over. We assume the outcome is settled and start questioning everything. However the next morning Aaron woke up seeing clearly. In this episode, Addison explores why facts don't make up the whole truth, how faith refuses to judge by appearances, and why some of the most important moments in healing happen after we've stopped striving and started trusting.

Ep. 62 | Stop Keeping Score

What happens when disappointment becomes the lens through which we view prayer? In this episode, Addison shares a simple moment while sick at home that exposed a subtle habit many believers develop without realizing it: keeping score. Over time, recent outcomes can become the source of our confidence—or our discouragement. We begin measuring whether we should pray based on what happened last time rather than on what Jesus has already accomplished.

Ep. 61 | Don’t Let Disappointment Become Doctrine

After praying for a man who suddenly died following surgery, I was left wrestling with a question many believers quietly face: What do you do when you don’t have an answer? In this episode, we talk about disappointment, unresolved healing outcomes, the temptation to build theology around painful experiences, and why “I don’t know” can sometimes be a more honest response than forcing an explanation Scripture never gives.

Ep. 60 | Why Authority Doesn’t Come From Using The Right Words

Many Christians slowly drift from trusting Jesus to trusting phrasing, formulas, and “getting it right.” In this episode of Bigger Than Me, Addison unpacks how a simple parking lot realization exposed a subtle superstition hiding underneath healing prayer: the belief that authority comes from saying the correct words. Through the story of the seven sons of Sceva and a personal moment after church, this episode explores the difference between reciting authority and living from relationship with