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Ghosted, Gagged and Gay!

Podcast door Lonay

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Gezondheid & Persoonlijke Ontwikkeling

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Over Ghosted, Gagged and Gay!

A podcast about queer love gone wrong (and right). Real stories. Real chaos. All gay. The podcast where queer folks spill the tea on their past relationships. From messy breakups and ghostings that haunt us, to whirlwind love stories that left us gagged (in the best and worst ways), no tale is too spicy or too awkward. Want to share your story? Book a call with me: https://rainbowjourney.co/ghosted-gagged-gay

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aflevering Why Grindr Is Destroying Gay Men’s Self Esteem | Ghosting, Rejection & Gay Dating Trauma artwork

Why Grindr Is Destroying Gay Men’s Self Esteem | Ghosting, Rejection & Gay Dating Trauma

In this solo episode of Ghosted, Gagged and Gay, I unpack a shocking Grindr story that perfectly exposes the emotional damage hookup apps can create in the LGBTQ+ community. What started as hours of chemistry and connection ended in instant rejection, ghosting, blocking… and unexpected karma at a job interview. But this episode goes much deeper than one story. I talk about how apps like Grindr can slowly damage self esteem, create addiction to emotional rollercoasters, and condition toxic dating patterns through repeated rejection and validation seeking. We dive into: * Why ghosting and blocking hit so deeply * How repeated rejection rewires the subconscious mind * The psychology behind toxic attraction patterns * Why healthy connections can start feeling “boring” * The mental health impact of gay hookup culture * How LGBTQ+ people internalize rejection * Why kindness matters more than ever in our community I also share my personal experience with seeking validation on hookup apps, how it affected my confidence, and the healthier perspective I eventually developed around dating and rejection. If you’ve ever felt addicted to validation, emotionally drained by gay dating apps, or questioned your worth after rejection, this episode is for you. I’m Lonay, a gay relationship coach and Rapid Transformational Therapy practitioner helping rainbow people build healthier relationships starting with the relationship they have with themselves. 🌈 Website: rainbowjourney.co [https://www.rainbowjourney.co/] 📩 Story submissions: lonay@rainbowjourney.co Explore my world: https://linktr.ee/radiantheartsjourney [https://linktr.ee/radiantheartsjourney] New episodes of Ghosted, Gagged and Gay explore queer love, hookup culture, relationships, dating psychology, healing, and mental health through real stories from the LGBTQ+ community.

7 mei 2026 - 21 min
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Internalized Homophobia: A Guide to Overcoming Shame and Self-Hatred

Internalized homophobia doesn’t always look like self-hatred on the surface. Sometimes it’s the quiet flinch when you’re seen. The urge to hide your relationship. The pattern of chasing emotionally unavailable men. The “I’m fine” while your nervous system is bracing. In this episode of Ghosted, Gagged, and Gay, Lonay (certified hypnotherapist + Rapid Transformational Therapy practitioner) breaks down what internalized homophobia actually is, how it forms, and how it shows up in queer men’s dating lives, relationships, sex, body image, community, and even work or family spaces. We cover: * Internalized homophobia vs. external homophobia vs. internalized shame * Common signs in dating: situationships, overgiving, pulling away after a good date, confusing chemistry with safety * How shame impacts mental health (anxiety, depression, loneliness, perfectionism) and attachment patterns * A practical healing path: naming shame, tracking triggers, challenging the inner critic, building real self-compassion, and practicing secure-love behaviors * What progress actually looks like (it’s quieter than you think) * A simple 3-day mini plan to start shifting the pattern If you’re “out” but still feel stuck in shame, you’re not broken, you’re conditioned. And you can heal this. Book a free clarity call: https://rainbowjourney.co/book-a-call [https://rainbowjourney.co/book-a-call]

2 mrt 2026 - 26 min
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How to Find A Boyfriend (Gay)?

If you’re a gay man looking for a healthy, long-term relationship, finding a boyfriend isn’t about trying harder, performing better, or fixing yourself into someone “more desirable.” It’s about clarity, emotional availability, and dating from a grounded place, not from fear, loneliness, or burnout. In this episode of Ghosted, Gagged, and Gay, Lonay breaks down how to find a boyfriend as a gay man (and how to stop repeating the same situationships). Lonay talks about getting honest about what you actually want, setting relationship goals and non‑negotiables, using dating apps with boundaries, meeting people beyond hookup culture, approaching your crush, and building real intimacy without rushing. You’ll learn: * How to tell if you truly want a boyfriend or just relief from loneliness * What intentional dating looks like (without controlling the outcome) * Why chemistry without emotional safety isn’t connection * How to handle rejection without collapsing or hardening * How to spot red flags early and stop settling * Why authenticity and clear communication are non‑negotiable for healthy gay relationships If you’re tired of confusing connections and want something secure, consistent, and real, this episode is your reset. Visit my website for a free call, free guide, and to explore my program or be a guest on the show: rainbowjourney.co [rainbowjourney.co]

16 feb 2026 - 31 min
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The Relationship Killers: What to Stop Doing in Gay & Queer Love

Most gay men don’t fail at relationships because they don’t love enough, they fail because certain behaviors slowly kill emotional safety, attraction, and trust (often without realizing it). In this solo episode of Ghosted, Gagged, and Gay, Lonay breaks down the biggest DON’Ts that sabotage gay and queer relationships, like insults disguised as jokes, blame, competition, distrust, resentment, denial, threats, disrespect, grudges, criticism, secrecy, demands, ridicule, and more. Free resources: Download the free relationship guide: https://rainbowjourney.co/free-relationship-guide [https://rainbowjourney.co/free-relationship-guide] Book a free clarity call: https://rainbowjourney.co/book-a-call [https://rainbowjourney.co/book-a-call]Read my blog: https://rainbowjourney.co/blog [https://rainbowjourney.co/blog]

27 jan 2026 - 41 min
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What Does It Mean to Be Emotionally Available? Signs, Causes & How to Heal

What does it actually mean to be emotionally available, beyond the Instagram buzzwords and therapy speak? In this episode, I break down emotional availability from a grounded, real-life perspective, especially within gay and queer dating dynamics. Because being “nice,” “loving,” or “spiritual” does not automatically mean you’re emotionally available. As a gay relationship coach, RTT practitioner, and someone who has been emotionally unavailable (and dated emotionally unavailable men), I talk about: * What emotional availability really looks like in practice * The green flags most people overlook * The hidden ways emotional unavailability shows up (even when you think you’re healed) * How trauma, shame, and attachment wounds shape our dating patterns This episode isn’t about blaming or labeling anyone. Emotional unavailability is usually a wound, not a personality flaw. But untreated wounds will sabotage intimacy. If you’ve ever wondered: * “Am I emotionally available or just emotionally intense?” * “Why do I keep attracting unavailable partners?” * “Is emotional unavailability always a deal breaker?” This conversation will give you clarity and probably challenge you in the best way. 🎧 Listen now and if this resonates, check out my related article: https://rainbowjourney.co/post/what-does-it-mean-to-be-emotionally-available [https://rainbowjourney.co/post/what-does-it-mean-to-be-emotionally-available] and my earlier episode about "Why Do We Fall for The Unavailable?": https://open.spotify.com/episode/2XBifXfTjP3vJKH3fyxpd0?si=0bWJ2ohqTByJjlaXaOj5eg [https://open.spotify.com/episode/2XBifXfTjP3vJKH3fyxpd0?si=0bWJ2ohqTByJjlaXaOj5eg]https://rainbowjourney.co/post/what-does-it-mean-to-be-emotionally-available To book a free clarity call with me or be my next guest, visit my website: rainbowjourney.co [rainbowjourney.co]

15 jan 2026 - 22 min
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