Un-holier Than Thou Podcast

The Grief We Never Prepare For | Grief, Suicide & Healing with Dr. Alyssa

When the Helpers Hurt: Grief, Suicide & Finding Hope | With Dr. Alyssa The deconstruction and survivor communities are grieving the heartbreaking loss of Ryan Stollar—a respected advocate, writer, and tireless voice for abuse survivors, child protection, and those harmed within evangelical and homeschooling communities. Rather than speculate about Ryan's personal struggles, this episode is an opportunity to have an honest and compassionate conversation about grief, suicide, trauma, and hope. Joining me is Dr. Alyssa, who not only shares her professional expertise but also bravely opens up about her own experience with suicidal thoughts. Together, we explore how grief affects us, why suicide leaves behind such complex emotions, how religious trauma and deconstruction can impact mental health, and how we can better support one another through life's darkest moments. Whether you're grieving the loss of someone you love, processing your own pain, supporting a friend, or simply trying to understand mental health more deeply, this conversation is for you. In this episode we discuss: • The unique grief that follows suicide • Religious trauma and its impact on mental health • Why people who help others can still struggle silently • Warning signs that someone may be in crisis • How to support someone who is grieving • Finding hope when life feels overwhelming This episode contains discussions of suicide, depression, and grief. Please listen with care and take breaks if needed. Crisis Resources If you or someone you know is struggling with thoughts of suicide or is experiencing a mental health crisis, help is available.  United States & Canada Call or text 988 to reach the 988 Suicide & Crisis Lifeline 24 hours a day, 7 days a week. Outside the U.S. Please contact your local emergency services or your country's suicide prevention crisis service. You are not alone. Help is available, and your life matters. If this episode encouraged you, please consider subscribing, leaving a review, and sharing it with someone who may need to hear this conversation. #MentalHealth #SuicidePrevention #Grief #ReligiousTrauma #Deconstruction #FaithDeconstruction #TraumaRecovery #Healing #Podcast #UnholierThanThou Support the show [https://www.buzzsprout.com/2448874/support]

Part 2: Who Really Runs the World? | Tim Kelly

In Part 2 of my conversation with Tim Kelly, we go even deeper into the theories, philosophies, and historical narratives surrounding power, consciousness, centralized control, and humanity's future. This episode explores topics ranging from ancient civilizations and secret societies to central banking, free energy, spirituality, independent living, consciousness, media narratives, and the importance of thinking for yourself. Whether you agree, disagree, or fall somewhere in between, the goal of this conversation isn't to tell you what to believe—it's to encourage curiosity, critical thinking, and meaningful dialogue. In this episode we discuss: Who may really be influencing world governments Central banking and global power structures Ancient civilizations, Atlantis, and historical theories Consciousness, vibration, and personal sovereignty Why dependency creates control Free energy and suppressed technologies The role of media and political division Healing, self-sufficiency, and reclaiming personal freedom Why questioning everything matters What are your thoughts? Do you think humanity is waking up, or are we becoming more divided than ever? 👇 Join the conversation in the comments. Subscribe for more conversations exploring cults, taboo subjects, consciousness, religious trauma recovery, and challenging the narratives we've inherited. The views expressed by guests are their own and are shared for the purpose of open discussion. This podcast encourages listeners to think critically, do their own research, and draw their own conclusions. #religion [https://www.youtube.com/hashtag/religion] #religioustrauma [https://www.youtube.com/hashtag/religioustrauma] #recovery [https://www.youtube.com/hashtag/recovery] #ufo Website homepage: http://polytope.www1.50megs.com [https://www.youtube.com/redirect?event=video_description&redir_token=QUFFLUhqbHpjcGtFY2hwZHhnNXdJamNlV3h3WlZ6ZDhyZ3xBQ3Jtc0tuZEZhNVo3U1ltcWJqT1VTVVlwR2VmS3Z3bTBVZU5QUXFjdy0tc05UdkI4UnFmRVVId1JsdzNkbkNzNTZ6ZlpWNi1zSkZObTBuT1hfMDk3TWFaREFGZEZtalpmZTlMT2hIV3dsaDRIckFSNkQxYWJtNA&q=http%3A%2F%2Fpolytope.www1.50megs.com%2F&v=bTW-9azbg-Q] Hidden History of Humanity: http://polytope.www1.50megs.com/histo... [https://www.youtube.com/redirect?event=video_description&redir_token=QUFFLUhqa1RfTWVnUEg3ZkVyLUJXdUF3Y19sR2VHOE5YZ3xBQ3Jtc0ttVW5QbmtNcnQtenhGaTU1eGJWbVRJS0tibHZUT1dQNDE4T0xTTVRyY2MzUnhsbk96WHl6N1c1dEp3LURQSXhwdzNJUlU4S3Y3TDVSbDFmUTBJY2RWTnJvOHhBTjQxaGNiSlFEbWZMUEV5NkFxeTZOVQ&q=http%3A%2F%2Fpolytope.www1.50megs.com%2Fhistory.html&v=bTW-9azbg-Q] The Math Wizard: http://polytope.www1.50megs.com/scien... [https://www.youtube.com/redirect?event=video_description&redir_token=QUFFLUhqbGVnTFhRMS1HMW1Wa2gxaDhrZ0lReTNVQ0loZ3xBQ3Jtc0tsd2VxU2RoYTNsZGI1VkducFJRX2FUSGxIODl4TkdzTHpZYTVoTWFrMUNvYWNjQ0ZzSWRJYnRpZW1LYkpPVVpCa21IaExTdFZJOVVPMTkxNFJ3RHJKSktzX0l6ZTQzQTE3Y0RnbWxYcEtYWVF0MHFqOA&q=http%3A%2F%2Fpolytope.www1.50megs.com%2Fscience.html&v=bTW-9azbg-Q] Natural Healing Self Empowerment: http://polytope.www1.50megs.com/healt... [https://www.youtube.com/redirect?event=video_description&redir_token=QUFFLUhqbUhaV2FsaEpXcmx0TkN2enJKZmVTdkR1S2s3Z3xBQ3Jtc0trQU9adVI5QnBYTWtQaGxyVXhGWURtOXlWRGE2Z1ltcFdVczdCYl9KaGswSFFZNG9WWUs3UGh1U3Y4eS1mMjRIWUQ1OEtnTmkwWHl3cXd5QXNQZ19SblRhM2dkbVlMckVETWM1NW1qNVJzVFJXNkhsYw&q=http%3A%2F%2Fpolytope.www1.50megs.com%2Fhealth3.html&v=bTW-9azbg-Q] Nature of Energy booklet: http://polytope.www1.50megs.com/tech.... [https://www.youtube.com/redirect?event=video_description&redir_token=QUFFLUhqbmJZNXR0TUlrYm15TVYtaTgzN1hXSE40UlhIQXxBQ3Jtc0ttOG13NTFiMlRDOWg4cElyWEdocmtXeU1zNjEtS3FBOFVZd3pSMkNsZFYybVQxUjAwRUFQRkVEaU9OYUJhbHNtSW0tTFA4S0RtN0ZHTzFrUHk4a0cwRW9EWVBzY2I4My1rTDRuR3ZJaFpZYnFZcjlpUQ&q=http%3A%2F%2Fpolytope.www1.50megs.com%2Ftech.html&v=bTW-9azbg-Q] Support the show [https://www.buzzsprout.com/2448874/support]

PART 1 | Hidden History, UFOs, Secret Societies & the Truth About Humanity | Tim Kelly

What if the story of humanity is far older - and far stranger - than we've been told? In Part 1 of this two-part conversation, I sit down with researcher Tim Kelly for a deep dive into some of the most controversial and fascinating questions surrounding our origins, consciousness, religion, and reality itself. Because this discussion lasted over three hours, we've split it into two episodes. Together, we explore hidden history, ancient civilizations, lost knowledge, the Great Pyramid, mysteries surrounding the Bible, secret societies, UFOs and non-human intelligence, frequency and vibration, and the possibility that much of what we believe about our past may be incomplete. Tim has chosen to conceal his identity for personal safety reasons, so viewers watching on YouTube will not see his face during the interview. Whether you agree, disagree, or find yourself somewhere in the middle, this episode is intended to encourage curiosity, conversation, and critical thinking—not to tell you what to believe. Topics discussed include: • Hidden history and the origins of humanity • Ancient civilizations and the Great Pyramid • The Sumerians and alternative theories of human origins • Knowledge removed from religious traditions • Frequency, vibration, and Nikola Tesla's ideas • UFOs, UAPs, and non-human intelligence • Secret societies and esoteric teachings • The Garden of Eden and the Tree of Knowledge • Simulation theory and consciousness • The intersection of science, spirituality, and religion Part 2 drops next week, where the conversation continues. Connect with Tim Kelly and find all relevant links in the show notes. 🎙️ Unholier Than Thou is a podcast exploring cults, religious trauma, deconstruction, spirituality, and the questions we're often told not to ask. Website homepage: http://polytope.www1.50megs.com Hidden History of Humanity: http://polytope.www1.50megs.com/history.html The Math Wizard: http://polytope.www1.50megs.com/science.html Natural Healing Self Empowerment: http://polytope.www1.50megs.com/health3.html Nature of Energy booklet: http://polytope.www1.50megs.com/tech.html #UnholierThanThou #TimKelly #hiddenhistory  #ancientmysteries  #UFOs #SecretSocieties #alternativehistory  #forbiddenknowledge  #greatpyramid  #consciousness  #simulationtheory  #nikolatesla  #ancientcivilizations  #deconstruction  #religion  Support the show [https://www.buzzsprout.com/2448874/support]

Perimenopause, Low Testosterone & The Hormonal Plot Twist No One Warned Us About

Perimenopause, Low Testosterone & The Hormonal Plot Twist No One Warned Us About Why your body feels different, your libido disappears, and what you can do about it. Welcome back to Cocktails & Confessions, where no topic is too unholy, too awkward, or too taboo. In this episode, we’re diving headfirst into one of the most misunderstood and least talked-about transitions in a woman’s life: perimenopause. From unexplained mood swings and crushing fatigue to brain fog, weight changes, and a disappearing sex drive, many women find themselves wondering, “What is happening to me?” We’re also tackling an often-overlooked piece of the hormonal puzzle: low testosterone. While most conversations focus on estrogen and progesterone, testosterone plays a critical role in energy, confidence, muscle mass, motivation, and sexual health…and many women are never told that their symptoms could be connected to declining levels. Together, we unpack what perimenopause actually is, why these hormonal shifts can feel so disruptive, and how women can begin navigating this season with better information, support, and realistic expectations. This conversation is honest, relatable, educational, and occasionally hilarious- because sometimes the only way to survive hormonal chaos is to laugh about it. Whether you’re currently in perimenopause, approaching it, or simply want to understand what millions of women experience, this episode offers insight, validation, and practical guidance for one of life’s biggest…and most unholy transitions. Pour yourself a drink of your choice, pull up a chair, and join the confession. Because if nobody warned us about perimenopause, we’re going to talk about it anyway. #Perimenopause #PerimenopauseSymptoms #HormoneImbalance #Hormones101 #WomenOver30 #WomenOver40 #WhatNoOneToldYou #MidlifeAwakening Support the show [https://www.buzzsprout.com/2448874/support]

Sex, Shame & Purity Culture: The Hidden Damage Nobody Talks About | Dr. Alyssa - Licensed Sex Therapist

Purity Culture Changed My Sex Life! What happens when the messages we receive about sex, purity, modesty, and desire become deeply embedded in the way we think about ourselves, our bodies, and our relationships? In this powerful and honest conversation, I sit down with sex therapist Dr. Alyssa to explore the lasting impact that religious belief systems and purity culture can have on our mental health, physical well-being, intimate relationships, and sense of self. For many people raised in faith-based environments, conversations about sexuality were shaped by shame, fear, silence, or rigid expectations. While these teachings were often presented as a path toward morality and healthy relationships, they can leave lasting emotional, psychological, and relational wounds that follow people well into adulthood. Together, Dr. Alyssa and I discuss how purity culture can influence everything from body image and self-worth to sexual desire, pleasure, communication, intimacy, and relationship satisfaction. We explore how these beliefs become deeply rooted in both the mind and body, why so many adults struggle with intimacy after growing up in religious environments, and what healing can look like when we begin examining the stories we've been taught about sex and sexuality. Throughout the episode, we also answer listener questions and address real-life challenges that many people experience but rarely feel comfortable discussing openly. In this episode, we discuss: • The long-term effects of purity culture • Religious trauma and sexual shame • How belief systems impact the mind, nervous system, and body • Intimacy challenges within committed relationships • Sexual desire, pleasure, and bodily autonomy • Reframing unhealthy narratives around sex and sexuality • Healing after restrictive religious teachings • Navigating relationships when partners have different beliefs • Listener questions and practical insights from a licensed sex therapist Whether you're deconstructing old beliefs, rebuilding your relationship with yourself, navigating intimacy challenges, or simply curious about the connection between religion and sexuality, this conversation offers thoughtful insights, validation, and practical tools for moving forward.  Content Warning: This episode contains discussions about sex, intimacy, religious trauma, purity culture, and sexual shame. Due to the mature nature of these topics, listener discretion is advised, and this episode is not intended for children. Connect with Dr. Alyssa: Website: https://edgeeap.com/ [https://edgeeap.com/] Email Dr. Alyssa [alyssa@naturalbalancecounseling.com] If you enjoyed this episode, please subscribe, leave a review, and share it with someone who may benefit from the conversation. #PurityCulture #SexAndReligion  #Exvangelical #SexTherapy #ReligiousTrauma #SexualShame #Deconstruction #Healing #Relationships #Intimacy #MentalHealth #FaithDeconstruction #Sexuality #Podcast Edge Professional Mental Health Services Magnificent Sex - Book  [https://www.amazon.com/Magnificent-Sex-Lessons-Extraordinary-Lovers/dp/0367181371/ref=sr_1_1?crid=1Q3TF9WXTCI4Z&dib=eyJ2IjoiMSJ9.xvtWi0ctWeFdmg26RPHAppow_3NgFDcjm1VwF_Kt27wJ8DXcZ_McEc51tcGRAQd0m5eHvJWGmuE2RHpJFU_dKuAt0r4pomVuAuNOJFQlPL0sBiVQal1WfQ0c8loAGvStGY0TKXN67N2j2ZCotfgWhA.4Z8z1Q5SEfyznCTabIW2vrmHxvipPjQ2MHTaYdkPJ68&dib_tag=se&keywords=magnificent+sex+by+dr.+peggy+kleinplatz&qid=1780867447&sprefix=Magnificant+Sex%2Caps%2C189&sr=8-1] Good Picture, Bad Picture Book [https://www.amazon.com/Good-Pictures-Bad-Jr-Protect/dp/0997318791/ref=sr_1_1?crid=3UYVH1T4GIAFW&dib=eyJ2IjoiMSJ9.Aw4BcMQQ1TZfY-IY8AcJffaMHgLXLEf1yxeCV6GRX6TlpfOzIk81LV-eMoNXLklW12o8fxOeU-nyava-nzrUPdFoQjm-9IGV_C2JYASGTYddcjaz5gvo1avFuxlH6POTET_uCkcqFLQ7hbthdcdp9jG22_l-4PbEj-xYeOwGcc5Jw1AKBW6nOrSg5rA-DO3tLYYyZu3fXRNpgNDxAWn1pnPcomYpmtw5C2H-9Q_CA-0.OgXf8poHxP61tCrLzVm6CHKhEW8iwfQ3vNPprZe73jw&dib_tag=se&keywords=good+pictures+bad+pictures+jr&qid=1780867390&sprefix=Good+Pictures%2Caps%2C180&sr=8-1] Talk, Flirt, Dare Card Game [https://www.amazon.com/Talk-Flirt-Dare-Conversation-Playfulness/dp/B0787YN5RM/ref=sr_1_1_sspa?crid=2XE93UREMWPUY&dib=eyJ2IjoiMSJ9.9K3AdtwJjeYdzVMMf1JhH_3tpVMjFvrRnjTyxAkA61ao5oeXoJSC5vjQPrHqeYhd3CawRPwm0sXYPEww3XmKpe6A7SIYSp9l4vgK42M0yJIuQyzDWB3SoJ03eauWQ09TQVVWMV4jHDPcPkzdSewRSi3epWep0esNJMejYINEA5FUTuP9awIUSXCL42Qa-k9zt1mlPNKXWx5PNeo5n3PGJ_7xsHhnpFH6pW5q0FOremw.-5BNOZDruVIJhNZ2dqKB3ctjXJ-Jyqq8dfCXtsWrbv8&dib_tag=se&keywords=talk%2C+flirt%2C+dare+card+game&qid=1780867157&sprefix=Talk%2C+Flirt%2Caps%2C237&sr=8-1-spons&sp_csd=d2lkZ2V0TmFtZT1zcF9hdGY&psc=1#averageCustomerReviewsAnchor] Support the show [https://www.buzzsprout.com/2448874/support]