Self Led Love with Bahia Miller

Grief, Shame & the Parts That Protect Us – with Tara Minshall

What if the criticism, conflict, shutdown, overthinking, or emotional reactivity in your relationship is actually protecting something much deeper? In this powerful episode of Self Led Love, Bahia sits down with IFS practitioner and grief recovery specialist Tara Minshall for a raw and deeply moving conversation about grief, shame, protectors, attachment wounds, and emotional healing in relationships. Together, they explore: *  how unresolved grief shapes our relationships  *  why protectors work so hard to avoid emotional pain  *  the connection between shame and grief  *  nervous system responses in partnership  *  rupture & repair  *  emotional honesty and self-leadership  *  the hidden cost of swallowing our truth  Tara vulnerably shares about her “dragon” and “shark” protector parts, grief beneath criticism and overfunctioning, and how grief recovery work transformed her marriage, parenting, and inner world. This episode is for anyone who has ever wondered: *  Why do I react so strongly in conflict?  *  Why do I shut down or attack when I feel unseen?  *  Why does intimacy feel so activating?  *  Why do old wounds keep showing up in love?  In This Episode: *  Internal Family Systems (IFS) & grief work  *  Protectors, shame, and emotional triggers  *  The “critic” and “figure it out” parts  *  Grief beneath relationship conflict  *  Speaking FOR parts instead of FROM parts  *  Emotional completeness & nervous system safety  *  Repairing relationships without self-abandonment  *  Learning to stay connected during activation  Memorable Quotes > “It’s not freedom FROM grief. It’s freedom WITH grief.” > “The moment you stop speaking your truth, your authentic self leaves the relationship.” > “Protectors believe if they can quiet the agony of grief, then that’s nourishment. But it’s not.” ____________________ Get in touch with Tara: website : https://wholeheartedjourneysllc.com/ [https://wholeheartedjourneysllc.com/]Grief Recovery Method: https://www.griefrecoverymethod.com/grms/tara-minshall [https://www.griefrecoverymethod.com/grms/tara-minshall] Mustard Seed of Hope: https://www.facebook.com/profile.php?id=61554820315645 [https://www.facebook.com/profile.php?id=61554820315645] ✨ Follow on IG: @bahiamiller 🌈 Free resources + more from Bahia: Bahia’s Unblending Meditation: https://bahiamiller.com/unblend The Self-Led Love Checklist: https://bahiamiller.com/checklist www.bahiamiller.com 🔮 For couples who are committed to growth and ready to build real emotional intelligence together using IFS — the Self Led Love Lab waitlist is open: https://bahiamiller.com/waitlist [https://bahiamiller.com/waitlist] Want to go deeper into the work? 🎧 For our podcast community: Join the Repair for Relationship Resilience Workshop for $22 Use code PODCAST https://bahiamiller.com/repair-workshop *Self-Led Love Podcast Disclaimer* Self-Led Love is a space for reflection, education, and relational growth. The content shared here is offered for educational and informational purposes only, and reflects my lived experience and professional perspective as an Internal Family Systems–informed relationship coach. Any stories shared on the podcast are either my own, anonymized, or composite examples drawn from real experiences. Identifying details have been changed to protect privacy and confidentiality. This podcast is not a substitute for therapy, medical care, legal advice, or mental health treatment. While many listeners may find resonance, insight, or support through this...

From Power Struggles to Connection: Parenting and Attachment with IFS + The Neufeld Approach

What if the key to raising emotionally healthy, resilient kids isn’t controlling behavior—but deepening connection? In this episode of Self-Led Love, Bahia Miller is joined by parent coach and IFS practitioner Lisa Winer to explore a powerful blend of Internal Family Systems (IFS) and the Neufeld relational developmental approach. Together, they unpack how attachment, emotional safety, and understanding your own “parts” transform the way you parent—and partner. You’ll learn why behavior is never the real problem, how to work with your reactive parts, and what your child actually needs to thrive. This is especially powerful for parents navigating toddlers, big emotions, screen time, and different parenting styles in relationships. ✨ Inside this episode: *  Why attachment—not behavior—is the foundation of development  *  How to work with the part of you that “loses it”  *  What “counterwill” is (and why your kid resists)  *  A nuanced take on screen time + emotional health *  Why play (even aggressive play) supports development  *  Navigating different parenting styles in partnership This episode will shift how you see your child—and yourself. Whether you’re parenting a toddler, teen, or your own inner child, this is a must-listen. 🎧 Tune in to lead your family from Self. Connect with Lisa Winer: *  Website: https://www.lisaweiner.coach/ [https://www.lisaweiner.coach/] *  Instagram: https://www.instagram.com/lisaweiner.parentcoach [https://www.instagram.com/lisaweiner.parentcoach] *  Neufeld Institute: https://www.neufeldinstitute.org/ [https://www.neufeldinstitute.org/] Resources: * Hold On to Your Kids – Gordon Neufeld & Gabor Maté  If this resonated, share it with a parent who needs this reminder: connection comes first 💛 ✨ Follow on IG: @bahiamiller 🌈 Free resources + more from Bahia: Bahia’s Unblending Meditation: https://bahiamiller.com/unblend The Self-Led Love Checklist: https://bahiamiller.com/checklist www.bahiamiller.com 🔮 For couples who are committed to growth and ready to build real emotional intelligence together using IFS — the Self Led Love Lab waitlist is open: https://bahiamiller.com/waitlist [https://bahiamiller.com/waitlist] Want to go deeper into the work? 🎧 For our podcast community: Join the Repair for Relationship Resilience Workshop for $22 Use code PODCAST https://bahiamiller.com/repair-workshop *Self-Led Love Podcast Disclaimer* Self-Led Love is a space for reflection, education, and relational growth. The content shared here is offered for educational and informational purposes only, and reflects my lived experience and professional perspective as an Internal Family Systems–informed relationship coach. Any stories shared on the podcast are either my own, anonymized, or composite examples drawn from real experiences. Identifying details have been changed to protect privacy and confidentiality. This podcast is not a substitute for therapy, medical care, legal advice, or mental health treatment. While many listeners may find resonance, insight, or support through this...

Parts, Patterns and the Sacred Mess: Reflections from IFS Level 3 Training

SELF LED LOVE episode 13 - Reflections from IFS Level 3 Training After completing the highest level of IFS training available directly from the IFS Institute, Bahia shares what's alive in her after a week of deep immersion — and what she's bringing back to her work with clients and couples. In this episode: - The round table visualization — Rather than asking parts to step back, a practice of inviting every part of the system into the circle. Managers, firefighters, exiles — all welcomed, all belonging. - Cultural legacy burdens — How do systemic forces like capitalism, patriarchy, and racism live in our parts? And how does that show up in partnerships where two people are reckoning with those burdens on different timelines? - Neurodiversity & the organized self — Bahia opens up about her own journey as a highly sensitive person and holds space for those wondering what neurodivergence means for their relationships and sense of self. - Grief as sacred frequency — Coming full circle to where her IFS journey began, Bahia reflects on grief not as a part to fix, but as a shared, human experience that deserves witnessing, containment, and community. - Spirituality in the model — A gentle exploration of what it means to connect with life itself — and an open invitation if that's a conversation you want to have. ✨ Follow on IG: @bahiamiller 🌈 Free resources + more from Bahia: Bahia’s Unblending Meditation: https://bahiamiller.com/unblend The Self-Led Love Checklist: https://bahiamiller.com/checklist www.bahiamiller.com 🔮 For couples who are committed to growth and ready to build real emotional intelligence together using IFS — the Self Led Love Lab waitlist is open: https://bahiamiller.com/waitlist [https://bahiamiller.com/waitlist] Want to go deeper into the work? 🎧 For our podcast community: Join the Repair for Relationship Resilience Workshop for $22 Use code PODCAST https://bahiamiller.com/repair-workshop *Self-Led Love Podcast Disclaimer* Self-Led Love is a space for reflection, education, and relational growth. The content shared here is offered for educational and informational purposes only, and reflects my lived experience and professional perspective as an Internal Family Systems–informed relationship coach. Any stories shared on the podcast are either my own, anonymized, or composite examples drawn from real experiences. Identifying details have been changed to protect privacy and confidentiality. This podcast is not a substitute for therapy, medical care, legal advice, or mental health treatment. While many listeners may find resonance, insight, or support through this...

Why you keep having the same fight over and over (and how to stop it)

Do you and your partner keep having the same fight on repeat — different topic, same exhausting pattern? In this episode of Self-Led Love, host and certified IFS practitioner Bahia Miller breaks down exactly why couples get stuck in these cycles and offers a three-step framework for finally shifting them. Bahia walks you through the difference between the content of a conflict (what you're fighting about) and the process (how your protective parts are showing up) — and why the process is almost always what keeps you looping. She also shares a vulnerable, real-time example from her own marriage to bring this framework to life. In this episode: * Why "same fight, different day" is actually a portal for growth * How to become a curious scientist of your relationship patterns * Content vs. process: the layer most couples miss * How protective parts and exiles drive recurring conflict * A real example from Bahia's own relationship (and what she's learning from it) * How to move from reactive to collaborative — and even playful * The three-step process for dismantling recurring cycles Keywords: relationship patterns, IFS couples, internal family systems relationships, recurring arguments, conscious relationship, couples communication, protective parts, self-led love, relationship growth, emotional responsibility, Bahia Miller podcast 👉 Grab the Self-Led Love Checklist below to identify your work, your partner's work, and your shared responsibility in the relationship. ✨ Follow on IG: @bahiamiller 🌈 Free resources + more from Bahia: Bahia’s Unblending Meditation: https://bahiamiller.com/unblend The Self-Led Love Checklist: https://bahiamiller.com/checklist www.bahiamiller.com 🔮 For couples who are committed to growth and ready to build real emotional intelligence together using IFS — the Self Led Love Lab waitlist is open: https://bahiamiller.com/waitlist [https://bahiamiller.com/waitlist] Want to go deeper into the work? 🎧 For our podcast community: Join the Repair for Relationship Resilience Workshop for $22 Use code PODCAST https://bahiamiller.com/repair-workshop *Self-Led Love Podcast Disclaimer* Self-Led Love is a space for reflection, education, and relational growth. The content shared here is offered for educational and informational purposes only, and reflects my lived experience and professional perspective as an Internal Family Systems–informed relationship coach. Any stories shared on the podcast are either my own, anonymized, or composite examples drawn from real experiences. Identifying details have been changed to protect privacy and confidentiality. This podcast is not a substitute for therapy, medical care, legal advice, or mental health treatment. While many listeners may find resonance, insight, or support through this...

Self Led Sexuality 101 – with Patricia Rich

What if your sexual self is already whole and complete? IFS-informed sex therapist Patricia Rich joins host Bahia Miller to explore self-led sexuality, the Six S's framework, internal consent, and how couples — especially parents — can reconnect. If sex feels complicated, confusing, or somewhere you've just stopped going — this episode is for you. This week, Bahia welcomes Patricia Rich, LCSW, CST-S — certified Level 3 IFS therapist, approved consultant, and AACT certified sex therapist — for a deeply honest conversation about what it means to bring Internal Family Systems into our most intimate spaces. Together they explore why talking about sex feels so vulnerable, how our parts shape (and sometimes block) our sexual experience, and how Patricia's original framework — the Six S's of Sexual Self-Energy — can serve as both a roadmap and a coming-home. You'll Learn: - Why sexuality is such a tender, complex trailhead in IFS work — and why that's completely normal - The Six S's of Sexual Self-Energy — and how to use them as parts detectors and positive trailheads - What internal consent is, why it matters, and how it's different from interpersonal consent - How parts-led vs. self-led sexuality actually feels different in the body - Why parents especially lose the thread of sexual connection — and simple, self-led ways to find it again Connect with  Patricia: www.patriciarich.com [http://www.patriciarich.com/] Self-Led in Bed Podcast [https://www.patriciarich.com/podcast] Instagram: https://www.instagram.com/patriciarichconsulting/ [https://www.instagram.com/patriciarichconsulting/] Join the Self-Led Sexuality Free Facebook Community: https://www.facebook.com/groups/selfleds3xualitywithpatriciarich [https://www.facebook.com/groups/selfleds3xualitywithpatriciarich] Sign up for Patricia’s email list and get the free The Six S's of Sexual Self-Energy Infographic. [https://www.patriciarich.com/6sgraphic] ✨ Follow on IG: @bahiamiller 🌈 Free resources + more from Bahia: Bahia’s Unblending Meditation: https://bahiamiller.com/unblend The Self-Led Love Checklist: https://bahiamiller.com/checklist www.bahiamiller.com 🔮 For couples who are committed to growth and ready to build real emotional intelligence together using IFS — the Self Led Love Lab waitlist is open: https://bahiamiller.com/waitlist [https://bahiamiller.com/waitlist] Want to go deeper into the work? 🎧 For our podcast community: Join the Repair for Relationship Resilience Workshop for $22 Use code PODCAST https://bahiamiller.com/repair-workshop *Self-Led Love Podcast Disclaimer* Self-Led Love is a space for reflection, education, and relational growth. The content shared here is offered for educational and informational purposes only, and reflects my lived experience and professional perspective as an Internal Family Systems–informed relationship coach. Any stories shared on the podcast are either my own, anonymized, or composite examples drawn from real experiences. Identifying details have been changed to protect privacy and confidentiality. This podcast is not a substitute for therapy, medical care, legal advice, or mental health treatment. While many listeners may find resonance, insight, or support through this...