Soul Chats with Jeni Holla

Ep 006 — When Spirit Doesn’t “Rescue” You: Control, Money & the Pedestal Trap w/ Spirit Daddy

What if the biggest spiritual lesson isn’t “trust Spirit”… but stop outsourcing your power? In this Soul Chats with Spirit Daddy conversation — a spontaneous, no-filters mini-series with Jeni Holla and Rick Chiantaretto exploring the mystical, the messy, and the middle ground of living a soul-led life — they unpack what it really looks like to take spirituality off the pedestal. Jeni shares what’s been unfolding behind the scenes: stepping into full-time work again, releasing old timelines around “success,” reevaluating the April retreat, and letting go of the pressure to constantly promote, fill, and prove. Rick brings his signature grounded mystic energy into the conversation — calling out hierarchy in spiritual spaces, exploring guru/pedestal dynamics, and naming the subtle feedback loop that can form when seekers outsource their power to teachers, modalities, and “secret answers.” Together they explore the deeper truth beneath it all: co-creation over dependence. discernment over devotion. sovereignty over seeking. 🪶 Featured Topics * Spirituality on a pedestal: “Spirit should take care of me” * Retreats, business, and releasing old timelines * Money, debt, identity, and energetic evolution * Guru culture + the seeker loop * Co-creation vs spiritual dependence * Discernment, empowerment, and sovereignty ✨ Connect with Rick IG: @tarot.fellow 🌐 pico.link/tarotfellow 🔮 tarotfellow.com ✨ Connect with Jeni IG: @iamjeniholla 🌐 jeniholla.com

005. Embodiment, Disembodiment & Trusting Your Connection w/ Spirit Daddy (Rick Chiantaretto)

In this Soul Chats with Spirit Daddy conversation — a spontaneous, no-filters mini-series with Jeni Holla and Rick Chiantaretto exploring the mystical, the messy, and the middle ground of living a soul-led life — they dive into embodiment, disembodiment, and the art of trusting your connection to Spirit. They unpack what it really means to live a soul-led life while still paying bills, moving houses, and navigating relationships. From somatic healing to disembodiment, ascension, and the fear of being “too spiritual” (or not spiritual enough), this episode offers grounded honesty, laughter, and permission to be fully human and divine. This is the space where nuance meets truth — and where your connection to Spirit becomes your compass. * Balancing spirituality and everyday life * Embodiment vs disembodiment (and when each serves you) * Letting go of control & learning to receive * Navigating judgment in the spiritual community * Trusting your own connection to Spirit 🪶 Featured Topics * Balancing spirituality and everyday life * Embodiment vs disembodiment (and when each serves you) * Letting go of control & learning to receive * Navigating judgment in the spiritual community * Trusting your own connection to Spirit Connect with Rick: IG: @tarot.fellow pico.link/tarotfellow tarotfellow.com Connect with Jeni: IG: @iamjeniholla jeniholla.com

004. The Soul of Visibility with Lauri Smith

What if visibility wasn’t about being seen? In this episode, Jeni Holla and Soulful Speaking Coach Lauri Smith dive deep into visibility as a spiritual practice — and how speaking your truth can unlock self-trust, leadership, and soul alignment. We talk about the difference between performing and allowing, navigating the tender edges of leadership, and how visibility becomes a spiritual practice when it’s rooted in truth instead of ego. We explore: ✨ How visibility can raise consciousness ✨ Speaking as a spiritual practice and a path to deeper self-trust ✨ Why performing keeps us stuck and small ✨ The tenderness of letting people see the real you. Lauri brings the heat and the heart in this one. If you’ve ever felt the call to be more visible… but part of you also wants to hide? This is your permission slip to come out of the spiritual closet, speak your truth, and lead from soul. About Lauri: Soulful Speaking Coach Lauri Smith is a speaker, author and podcast host helping loving rebels speak soulfully from TikToks to TED Talks so they can do their part to help change the world. She treats speaking as a spiritual practice that raises consciousness by healing old wounds, guiding us home to our true selves. https://voice-matters.com/ [https://voice-matters.com/ ]

003. Releasing Scarcity, Performing Less, Trusting More

Have you ever realized you were following a script you never even agreed to? In this Soul Chat, I show up and let the frequency lead. We talk about visibility, over-performance, the energy of “get,” and what it means to be a true steward of your own power. I share what it feels like to finally speak without overthinking, to lead from presence instead of pressure, and to trust that my energy — not my effort — is what calls the right people forward. If you’ve ever felt like you were chasing success or dimming your light to “do it right,” this one is for you. Come meet me in the now moment, and let’s rise together. — ✨ Receive channeled messages: jeniholla.com/#channeledmessages [http://jeniholla.com/#channeledmessages] 🔮 Book an Akashic Activation: jeniholla.com/akashicactivations [http://jeniholla.com/akashicactivations] 📱 Message me on IG: @theakashicnomad 🎥 Watch on YT: youtube.com/@theakashicnomad [http://youtube.com/@theakashicnomad]

002. Letting Go of Shame Around Work, Identity & What It Means to Be a Successful Entrepreneur

What happens when your truth doesn’t match the story you’ve been telling the world? In this episode, I share something I’ve hidden for a long time — not because it was wrong, but because I thought it made me less of a “real” entrepreneur. This is about unraveling the shame I carried around having a job while building a soul-led business… and reclaiming a new definition of success that’s rooted in self-trust, not performance. If you’ve ever wrestled with what it means to be all in, this one’s for you. — ✨ Receive channeled messages: jeniholla.com/#channeledmessages [https://jeniholla.com/#channeledmessages] 🔮 Book an Akashic Activation: jeniholla.com/akashicactivations [https://jeniholla.com/akashicactivations] 📱 Message me on IG: @theakashicnomad [https://instagram.com/theakashicnomad] 🎥 Watch on YT: youtube.com/@theakashicnomad [https://youtube.com/@theakashicnomad]