The Gaslight Diaries

If I'm Destined To Die Can I be with my Family

Lela opens up about the relentless psychological abuse that has pushed her to the edge. Every day in this house is a gauntlet: threats, intimidation, and constant reminders that her life is at risk. In this intense episode, she reflects on the despair of wondering if she’s destined to die, questioning what it even means to live under these conditions, and longing for the safety and freedom to be with her family or loved ones. This confessional exposes the crushing weight of fear, control, and manipulation—and the resilience it takes to survive. 👉🏾 Trigger Warning: Emotional abuse, threats of death, confinement, extreme psychological trauma, explicit language. Thanks for tuning in to today’s episode of The Gaslight Diaries. If this conversation hit home for you, don’t forget to subscribe, share, and leave a review your support helps this show reach more people who need it. For more tools to help you heal, glow up, and create your own soft life, check out my Grow Up to Glow Up Manual along with other books, journals, and resources available now in my online store. 👉🏾 Shop Books & Products Here: www.luxelifebylela.com [http://www.luxelifebylela.com] 👉🏾 Follow My Art & Lifestyle Brand: www.lelalovelee.com [http://www.lelalovelee.com] 👉🏾 Connect with Me on TikTok & Instagram: @TheArtistLela @lelaluvlee Every purchase goes right back into supporting this podcast and empowering women like you to rebuild, reclaim, and rise. "Until next time, protect your peace, honor your glow, and remember, you deserve a life without struggle

If I'm Destined To Die Can I be with my Family

GTFOH Thanks for tuning in to today’s episode of The Gaslight Diaries. If this conversation hit home for you, don’t forget to subscribe, share, and leave a review your support helps this show reach more people who need it. For more tools to help you heal, glow up, and create your own soft life, check out my Grow Up to Glow Up Manual along with other books, journals, and resources available now in my online store. 👉🏾 Shop Books & Products Here: www.luxelifebylela.com [http://www.luxelifebylela.com] 👉🏾 Follow My Art & Lifestyle Brand: www.lelalovelee.com [http://www.lelalovelee.com] 👉🏾 Connect with Me on TikTok & Instagram: @TheArtistLela @lelaluvlee Every purchase goes right back into supporting this podcast and empowering women like you to rebuild, reclaim, and rise. "Until next time, protect your peace, honor your glow, and remember, you deserve a life without struggle

You Are Seriously Driving Me Covid Crazy 2

GTFOH Thanks for tuning in to today’s episode of The Gaslight Diaries. If this conversation hit home for you, don’t forget to subscribe, share, and leave a review your support helps this show reach more people who need it. For more tools to help you heal, glow up, and create your own soft life, check out my Grow Up to Glow Up Manual along with other books, journals, and resources available now in my online store. 👉🏾 Shop Books & Products Here: www.luxelifebylela.com [http://www.luxelifebylela.com] 👉🏾 Follow My Art & Lifestyle Brand: www.lelalovelee.com [http://www.lelalovelee.com] 👉🏾 Connect with Me on TikTok & Instagram: @TheArtistLela @lelaluvlee Every purchase goes right back into supporting this podcast and empowering women like you to rebuild, reclaim, and rise. "Until next time, protect your peace, honor your glow, and remember, you deserve a life without struggle

Your Are Seriously Driving Me Covid Crazy

Every day, all day, the chaos never stops. Lela’s reality: the news blaring, the radio blasting, and a roommate whose presence amplifies the noise while she’s dealing with PMS, exhaustion, and the mental load of manipulation. In this explosive episode, listeners get an unfiltered look at the point where frustration meets burnout, and how living in constant chaos can push anyone to the edge. It’s raw, it’s real, and it’s a front-row seat to surviving mental, emotional, and environmental stress while keeping your sanity intact. 👉🏾 Trigger Warning: Emotional stress, explicit language, frustration, conflict, burnout. Thanks for tuning in to today’s episode of The Gaslight Diaries. If this conversation hit home for you, don’t forget to subscribe, share, and leave a review your support helps this show reach more people who need it. For more tools to help you heal, glow up, and create your own soft life, check out my Grow Up to Glow Up Manual along with other books, journals, and resources available now in my online store. 👉🏾 Shop Books & Products Here: www.luxelifebylela.com [http://www.luxelifebylela.com] 👉🏾 Follow My Art & Lifestyle Brand: www.lelalovelee.com [http://www.lelalovelee.com] 👉🏾 Connect with Me on TikTok & Instagram: @TheArtistLela @lelaluvlee Every purchase goes right back into supporting this podcast and empowering women like you to rebuild, reclaim, and rise. "Until next time, protect your peace, honor your glow, and remember, you deserve a life without struggle

Pandemic Paranoia Chronicles of the Covid Crybaby 2

The manipulation doesn’t stop. In Part 2, John’s control tactics intensify—turning even minor decisions into power plays. Lela is forced to navigate a world where access to her own mobility, freedom, and social connections is restricted, all while John uses his illness and fear as leverage. This episode dives deeper into the psychological toll of living under someone who weaponizes health crises and authority to maintain dominance. From absurd restrictions to emotional gaslighting, listeners get an unfiltered look at the chaos Lela faces—and how she begins strategizing her escape. 👉🏾 Trigger Warning: Emotional abuse, control tactics, gaslighting, explicit language, COVID-related anxiety Thanks for tuning in to today’s episode of The Gaslight Diaries. If this conversation hit home for you, don’t forget to subscribe, share, and leave a review your support helps this show reach more people who need it. For more tools to help you heal, glow up, and create your own soft life, check out my Grow Up to Glow Up Manual along with other books, journals, and resources available now in my online store. 👉🏾 Shop Books & Products Here: www.luxelifebylela.com [http://www.luxelifebylela.com] 👉🏾 Follow My Art & Lifestyle Brand: www.lelalovelee.com [http://www.lelalovelee.com] 👉🏾 Connect with Me on TikTok & Instagram: @TheArtistLela @lelaluvlee Every purchase goes right back into supporting this podcast and empowering women like you to rebuild, reclaim, and rise. "Until next time, protect your peace, honor your glow, and remember, you deserve a life without struggle