The Older Sister You Wish You Had

#54: He Was Jealous. I Thought It Was Love

I didn't think I was in a jealous relationship. At least, not at first. Looking back, there were a lot of things explained away because I thought they meant he cared. In this episode, I talk about jealousy, the things I missed and was I part of the problem...

#53: It Was Completely Fucked Up...And I Still Wanted It To Work

I used to think the hardest part would be leaving. But the truth is, I didn't want to leave. No matter how chaotic it became, no matter how impossible it felt, there was still a part of me trying to figure out how to make it work. I would have done anything and gone through anything to make it work, even losing myself completely. This episode is about the side of a painful relationship people don't always understand--the hope, the denial, the memories, the dreams, and the version of the future you keep fighting for, even when everything around you is falling apart. Sometimes, I wonder how could I have wanted to stay?

#52: He Killed Himself And Took Our Dog With Him

For years, I live inside that kind of emotional intensity, your body adapts. Your nervous system learns to survive. You normalize things that, in hindsight, feel impossible to explain. In this episode, I share what it was like to live with that fear, how trauma rewires your body, and what happens when survival becomes your everyday reality. This is one of the most personal and honest episodes I've recorded.

#51: The Version Of Me He Never Updated

Do you forgive your parents? I thought I did. But forgiveness hit different the day I watched my dad reive our entire childhood...and realize he remembered none of the good parts. Not one. This episode is about us before we were old enough to prove them wrong, and why some of them never bothered to rewrite it.

#50: Her Father Treated Her Like A Princess. Mine Didn't.

I met a woman who spoke about her father with so much love. The way she described being cherished, protected and deeply cared for stopped me in my tracks. It opened the door to memories of my own father, my childhood and parts of my story I hadn't visited in years. In this episode, I share personal stories, honest reflections, and the emotions that surfaced as I looked back on the years. If you've ever been surprised by what a single conversation can awaken, you'll feel this one.