Benzodiazepine warrior withdrawal

During this episode I will talk about why I went on benzos in the first place and also how that led me to realize that I need to work on my root chakra and believing in myself and standing up for myself and speaking up for my needs and wants all because I don’t feel good enough on the outside. So I am good enough I am good enough I am good enough. --- This episode is sponsored by · Anchor: The easiest way to make a podcast. https://anchor.fm/app [https://anchor.fm/app]

Ever wonder how pennis taste in your mouth well if you’re in benzo withdrawal like me you know because the taste of metal from the benzos is so awful

The past few days have been really horrible with the exception of going to Carlsbad with my boyfriend. We had a lot of fun and I got myself out of my comfort zone but today was a really horrible day and I’m still up right now so it was very exhausting but we push through

Today was a very weird day: brain fog, dizziness, agoraphobia, anxiety, bathroom issues, and too much in my head. Hopefully tomorrow is a better day even if one of those stains goes away I really am hoping for the best and the fact that this is affecting everything is just horrific and it’s making me really depressed it’s making me really down that I can’t even go out and do anything not that I can’t force myself to but realistically I don’t have the energy to do much of anything. I kind of wanna stay inside my house. But I do force myself at least once a day if I’m not seeing my boyfriend to go out for an hour an hour and a half just to get airGo to the grocery store got to get Starbucks or go to the bank I try to do that for myself. Also are we trying to get a support group soon to

This gives you an insight of my horrible time on these drugs and how I even numbed out other issues in my life that could’ve been prevented. Gender dysphoria is the number thing I numbed because let face it who really wants to feel so uncomfortable with him or herself.