Edge of My Seat

Crisis, Courage, and Creative Integrity | Radha Agrawal's Moment of Truth

In this episode of "Edge of My Seat," host and founder of TUSHY [http://hellotushy.com], Miki Agrawal, sits down with her identical twin sister Radha Agrawal, founder of Daybreaker [http://dybrkr.com] and community builder, to revisit one of the most intense moments of her life: the day she prepared to lose everything she had built. We dive into the minutes before that meeting—Radha sitting in the Upper West Side, meditating, breathing, grounding herself to face a room full of lawyers who were about to take her company away. She opens up about the heartbreak of walking away from five years of devotion with nothing to show for it, the emotional reckoning that followed, and the role that dance played in her healing and return to joy. Plus, we talk about the bravery of staying present in the face of loss—and how healing often begins when we choose to keep our hearts open anyway. Edge of My Seat is a raw, riveting podcast about life's messiest moments—and what it really takes to clean them up. Hosted by taboo-smasher and TUSHY [http://hellotushy.com] founder Miki Agrawal, each two-part episode kicks off with an unfiltered Cybertruck joyride, then dives into a soul-baring conversation about rock bottom—careers lost, identities unraveled, hearts shattered. It's a no-holds-barred journey from breakdown to breakthrough, with bold thinkers and cultural rebels getting radically honest about the shit that changed everything—and the emotional hygiene it took to rise again. Edge of My Seat is a metaphorical bidet [http://hellotushy.com] for the human experience: blasting through the residue of life's darkest moments, and coming out the other side cleaner, clearer, and more whole. Because sometimes, the mess is where the magic begins. Check out hellotushy.com [http://hellotushy.com]!

On The Go with Radha Agrawal, Founder of Daybreaker

Get in - we're going for a ride. In this segment of Edge of My Seat, host and founder of TUSHY [http://hellotushy.com] Miki Agrawal takes Radha Agrawal, founder of Daybreaker [http://dybrkr.com], on a rapid-fire joyride through life's biggest themes - love, legacy, money, power, purpose, and poop. It's fast, fun, and wildly human. Fast questions, real answers, no filter. Don't miss the full sit-down conversation! Edge of My Seat is a raw, riveting podcast about life's messiest moments—and what it really takes to clean them up. Hosted by taboo-smasher and TUSHY [http://hellotushy.com] founder Miki Agrawal, each two-part episode kicks off with an unfiltered Cybertruck joyride, then dives into a soul-baring conversation about rock bottom—careers lost, identities unraveled, hearts shattered. It's a no-holds-barred journey from breakdown to breakthrough, with bold thinkers and cultural rebels getting radically honest about the shit that changed everything—and the emotional hygiene it took to rise again. Edge of My Seat is a metaphorical bidet [http://hellotushy.com] for the human experience: blasting through the residue of life's darkest moments, and coming out the other side cleaner, clearer, and more whole. Because sometimes, the mess is where the magic begins. Check out hellotushy.com [http://hellotushy.com]!

Grief, Chaos, and Coming Home to the Self | Emily Fletcher's Deep Reset

In this episode of "Edge of My Seat," host and founder of TUSHY [http://hellotushy.com], Miki Agrawal, sits down with Emily Fletcher, founder of ZIVA Meditation, to explore what happens when everything in your life feels like it's falling apart—at once. We dive into a season of unraveling: a breakup, a move out of New York City, her son's illness, her mother falling sick, and the unexpected physical changes of perimenopause—all colliding in a matter of weeks. Emily opens up about the emotional weight of that time—how sadness, anger, fear, and exhaustion brought her to her edge—and what it taught her about capacity, presence, and grace. Plus, we talk about the power of naming our limits, the strength in admitting "I'm at my max," and how surrender can be the first step back to center. Edge of My Seat is a raw, riveting podcast about life's messiest moments—and what it really takes to clean them up. Hosted by taboo-smasher and TUSHY [http://hellotushy.com] founder Miki Agrawal, each two-part episode kicks off with an unfiltered Cybertruck joyride, then dives into a soul-baring conversation about rock bottom—careers lost, identities unraveled, hearts shattered. It's a no-holds-barred journey from breakdown to breakthrough, with bold thinkers and cultural rebels getting radically honest about the shit that changed everything—and the emotional hygiene it took to rise again. Edge of My Seat is a metaphorical bidet [http://hellotushy.com] for the human experience: blasting through the residue of life's darkest moments, and coming out the other side cleaner, clearer, and more whole. Because sometimes, the mess is where the magic begins. Check out hellotushy.com [http://hellotushy.com]!

On The Go with Emily Fletcher, Founder of ZIVA Meditation

Get in - we're going for a ride. In this segment of Edge of My Seat, host and founder of TUSHY [http://hellotushy.com] Miki Agrawal takes Emily Fletcher, founder of ZIVA Meditation, on a rapid-fire joyride through life's biggest themes - love, legacy, money, power, purpose, and poop. It's fast, fun, and wildly human. Fast questions, real answers, no filter. Don't miss the full sit-down conversation! Edge of My Seat is a raw, riveting podcast about life's messiest moments—and what it really takes to clean them up. Hosted by taboo-smasher and TUSHY [http://hellotushy.com] founder Miki Agrawal, each two-part episode kicks off with an unfiltered Cybertruck joyride, then dives into a soul-baring conversation about rock bottom—careers lost, identities unraveled, hearts shattered. It's a no-holds-barred journey from breakdown to breakthrough, with bold thinkers and cultural rebels getting radically honest about the shit that changed everything—and the emotional hygiene it took to rise again. Edge of My Seat is a metaphorical bidet [http://hellotushy.com] for the human experience: blasting through the residue of life's darkest moments, and coming out the other side cleaner, clearer, and more whole. Because sometimes, the mess is where the magic begins. Check out hellotushy.com [http://hellotushy.com]!

Identity, Divorce, and Self-Reinvention | Kimbal Musk's Rebuild

In this episode of "Edge of My Seat," host and founder of TUSHY [http://hellotushy.com], Miki Agrawal, sits down with Kimbal Musk, chef, entrepreneur, and Tesla board member, to reflect on the deeply personal unraveling that came with divorce—and the slow process of becoming someone new. We dive into the emotional fog that followed the end of his marriage, explore the concept of "open loops"—the patterns we repeat when we're disconnected from reality—and uncover how grief, sadness, and reflection led Kimbal back to himself. He shares how heartbreak changed the way he relates to love, creativity, and feedback from the world around him. Plus, we talk about the imperfect beauty of relationships, the wisdom that comes with loss, and how transformation often begins with simply being willing to feel it all. Edge of My Seat is a raw, riveting podcast about life's messiest moments—and what it really takes to clean them up. Hosted by taboo-smasher and TUSHY [http://hellotushy.com] founder Miki Agrawal, each two-part episode kicks off with an unfiltered Cybertruck joyride, then dives into a soul-baring conversation about rock bottom—careers lost, identities unraveled, hearts shattered. It's a no-holds-barred journey from breakdown to breakthrough, with bold thinkers and cultural rebels getting radically honest about the shit that changed everything—and the emotional hygiene it took to rise again. Edge of My Seat is a metaphorical bidet [http://hellotushy.com] for the human experience: blasting through the residue of life's darkest moments, and coming out the other side cleaner, clearer, and more whole. Because sometimes, the mess is where the magic begins. Check out hellotushy.com [http://hellotushy.com]!