Screaming At God

Train Your Mind, Transform Your Life

Your heart may feel deeply—but without a renewed mind, those feelings can lead you off course. In this powerful follow-up to Episode 3, Todd and Denis dive into the battle between emotions and truth, and how renewing your mind is the key to real transformation. They unpack why our thoughts shape our reality, how Scripture challenges toxic thought patterns, and why spiritual growth is impossible without mental discipline. This episode is for anyone who’s felt overwhelmed by anxiety, trapped by old beliefs, or stuck in an emotional spiral. Whether you’re a believer, a skeptic, or somewhere in between—this episode offers hope, clarity, and a practical roadmap for inner healing. 🎧 Available now on Apple Podcasts, Spotify, and Amazon Music 📱 Follow us @itstoddconnor on Instagram, TikTok, and YouTube Shorts

The Lies Your Heart Tells You

Everyone says “follow your heart,” but what if that’s the worst advice you could take? In this episode, Todd opens up about a time when his emotions led him into deep pain — and how it changed his understanding of truth, faith, and the human heart. Together with Denis, they unpack what Scripture says about the heart, why it can be both beautiful and dangerous, and how we begin to guard it without shutting it down. If you’ve ever felt torn between what you feel and what’s true, this conversation is for you.

Liz - The Woman Who Saved Me.

In this deeply personal episode of Screaming at God, Todd Connor shares the incredible story of Liz, the woman who became his lifeline during the most terrifying and traumatic moments of his childhood. Liz wasn’t just a maid—she was a guardian, a shield, and a source of unconditional love. In a time before the Civil Rights Movement, Liz had no power or voice, but her faith and courage made her the most powerful person in Todd’s life. Join us as we explore the legacy of Liz, the woman who saved Todd’s life, and how her love continues to inspire healing and hope. 🔗 Follow Todd: Instagram: @toddconnor_ [https://instagram.com/toddconnor_] TikTok: @toddconnor_ [https://tiktok.com/@toddconnor_]

God, You’re Lying to Me

In the rawest and most vulnerable moment of his life, Todd Connor stood on a dark beach, screaming into the void: “God, You’re lying to me!” It wasn’t just a moment of rage—it was a desperate cry from a man who felt abandoned, broken, and lost. In this episode, Todd opens up about that night, the pain that led him there, and the unexpected way it changed his life forever. If you’ve ever felt like life has let you down or wondered if God really cares, this conversation is for you. Join Todd as he reflects on the tension between faith and fury and what it means to find hope when you’re at your lowest.