The PC Warrior - Fighting Pancreatic Cancer Journal

21. Closing Notes

Episode 21 – Closing Notes In this final episode of the PC Warrior Podcast, I reflect on my journey with pancreatic cancer, sharing the lessons I’ve learned, the strength I’ve found, and what I would tell my younger self. From owning your story to being fully present, embracing courage, and investing in yourself, these are the insights I hope inspire and guide you. Stay hopeful, stay strong, and live fully today.

20. Life In Hospice

Episode 20: Life in Hospice Hospice is often misunderstood, but for me it’s been a source of comfort and dignity. In this episode, I share what daily life looks like as my body slows, from fighting symptoms to finding small joys. I talk about the gift of final motorcycle rides with my children and friends, the unconditional love that surrounds me, and reflections on purpose, forgiveness, and life. Hospice has given me the space to focus on presence, gratitude, and the simple truth that our greatest gift in life is the love we give to others.

19. Flaming Out

Episode 19: Flaming Out In this deeply personal episode of the PC Warrior Podcast, I share the harsh realities of my recovery after major pancreatic surgery and the challenges of late-stage pancreatic cancer. Drawing parallels to mountaineers in the “death zone” on Everest, I reflect on the physical and emotional toll of his illness, the pain of treatments, and the fragile moments of hope and connection with family and old friends. This episode is an intimate exploration of living fully and finding meaning in the final chapter of my life.

18. The Big Drop

Episode 18: The Big Drop A summer break turned into another fight for survival. One day after recording my last episode, I was back in the ER with a complete bowel obstruction that led to a third major surgery in less than 18 months. The prognosis that followed was blunt: only a few months left. In this episode, I share the shock of hearing those words, the heartbreak of watching old family videos with my kids, and the fragile gratitude that returned the next morning. The end is near, but not here yet, and today is still mine.

17. Summer Break

In this reflective update, I share why the PC Warrior Podcast is pausing for summer and what it’s like living in the uncertain space between reality and hope. From hospital stays and small bowel obstructions to moments of gratitude and strength, this episode is about navigating life when the road ahead is foggy. Thanks for tuning in, see you in September.