Artipod - a poem's journey

Public Enemy

Share Your Thoughts With Me. [https://www.buzzsprout.com/2089025/fan_mail/new] I walk slowly behind them They clearly don’t see me I creep closer at about an arms length Ready to say hi to now a public enemy.   Something triggers on my mind I can’t talk, can’t whisper Can’t click….i can’t mix My life story with ghosts of another breed, another time Another risk.   So i retreat back to my Safe hajven This mission seriously jinxed  The armslength becomes a state  It’s today already It’s another fate   I think daily about How i want to hurt you so bad I think about you daily Even though that gets me so mad Amidst all the files  Amidst all the corruption  All I see is similarities of arrogance A fox in female clothes A lady trying to show her bad side Even though ignorant   Tale as old as time I have to pay you back  Dime to dime With the same pain With the same thought  With the same hope I don’t know why, Just to leave track  Of a public enemy that hurt me so bad   I still want the world to know Never cared what you call it I have to be respectful about it all To my belongings    I walk the streets, in others shoes Allies aimed at you,  All driving force The main culprit is my cue The main man, the main lady Another fate, serving already   Another mix, another ghost Moves slowly in the apartment  This time to him is not a hoax I hope he decides to face the dark I hope he knows to play the part.   I walk new streets, a seaside breeze  Once a cutting wind, now a warm hug   I look forward to a last blow though  Hoping endlessly that it will break a past and start a future Always against the gradient I knew there would be an end to the torture Written, voiced and edited by Besart Cani