GAYDHD with EMMA WILLMAN

01. Intrusive Thoughts, OCD, and Botox Confessions with Jordan Jensen | GAYDHD with Emma Willmann

Welcome to GAYDHD with Emma Willmann! This week I sit down with Jordan Jensen and we go deep on the real experience of intrusive thoughts (yes, including the ones that terrify you), what it's actually like managing OCD with exposure therapy and Prozac, and why sleeping 10 hours still feels like a hangover. We also get into under-eye fillers, tummy tucks, and what happened when a cosmetic clinic basically told me to go home because I didn't need anything done. If you've ever punched a car, said the wrong thing at the worst possible moment, or convinced yourself you're allergic to pineapple — this one's for you. See me live: https://www.bandsintown.com/a/10807299-emma-willmann ✅ Stay Connected With Me. 👉Facebook: https://www.facebook.com/EmmaWillmannComedy/ 👉Instagram: https://www.instagram.com/emmawillmann 👉Tiktok: https://www.tiktok.com/@iamemmawillmann 👉Twitter: https://twitter.com/iamemmawillmann

I’M NOT A PROSTITUTE

Emma talks about getting back from a cruise and realizing she might be bad at small talk. What starts with one awkward interaction turns into a riff on group chat anxiety, conversational “vibe matching,” and why some people make casual conversation look effortless while others somehow turn it into a hostage situation. A funny solo episode about awkwardness, overthinking, and the hidden social rules everyone else seems to understand.

I Trust My Little BHole with Colton Dowling

Let me know if you like me writing this in the first person, or pretending its someone writing it for me (i.e "today Emma and her gust discuss...)". This episode I recorded in Austin a few months ago, we catch up talk about being Gay and ADHD, life, love, fitness stuff (LET ME KNOW HOW YOU FEEL ABOUT WHEN I DIP INTO THAT, I know my girlfriend thinks its SUPER BORING). I LOVE TO HEAR FROM YOU, drop me a message it can be for the show or just for life! https://www.speakpipe.com/EmmasHotline69 [https://www.speakpipe.com/EmmasHotline69]

Self-Care or Self-Destruction? I Genuinely Can’t Tell Anymore

In this solo episode, I get into the blurry line between self-care and self-destruction. I talk about growing up without a real model for how to take care of yourself, why balance can feel so confusing now, and how hard it is to know whether saying no is healthy or just isolation with better branding. This is about burnout, guilt, rest, avoidance, and trying to build a life that feels better without becoming completely obsessed with healing.

Church, Closets & Gay Confidence with Rachel Scanlon

Rachel Scanlon came over and we immediately got into gay panic, ADHD, church trauma, pronouns, confidence, sobriety, dating, bodies, and the general chaos of being alive. This episode is very funny, very gay, a little existential, and weirdly heartfelt. We talk about growing up tomboy, figuring yourself out, being too polite to correct people, and all the ways identity gets complicated fast.