Not-So-Put Together

Ep 6: Is Healing Culture Making Us Overthink Everything?

In this episode, Niki shares a lighter, honest conversation about healing culture, personal development, and the pressure to constantly be “getting better.” She reflects on how self-growth and mindset work helped her immensely, while also sharing how it slowly turned into overthinking, self-pressure, and always chasing the next version of herself. If you’ve ever felt exhausted from working on yourself, this episode offers a refreshing reminder that you’re allowed to just live.

Ep 5: When You Start Before You’re Ready: How a Small Idea Became a Real Business

In this episode, Niki shares how her business began with nothing but an iPhone and a vision, and how that simple start turned into 15+ weddings and a growing creative brand within just a few months. She opens up about the imperfect, unpolished beginning and why waiting to feel “ready” only holds us back. This episode is for anyone sitting on an idea, doubting their abilities, or waiting for the perfect moment to start… because the truth? That moment doesn’t exist.

Ep 4: Hope After a Hard Year

If this year beat you up a little (or a lot), same. I’m opening up about some of my own rough seasons, just to show you that I’ve been through some painful things too, and you can come out on the other side. This episode is all about hope, perspective, and reminding yourself that starting over doesn’t mean you’re failing. You’re growing. And I never want you to lose your light.

Ep 3: Single in My 30s - Learning to Be Loved as I Am

In today’s raw and honest episode, Niki opens up about what it’s really like navigating single life in her 30s: the desire for a partner, the frustration with emotionally unavailable men, and the deeper healing that shapes how she shows up now. Inspired by the song “As I Am” by Hannah Kerr, she shares how the lyrics reminded her of the one love that never changes its mind: God’s. From rebuilding after an abusive relationship to learning not to shrink, settling for less, or dimming her heart, this episode is a reminder that you are worthy of real, steady, emotionally mature love. If you’ve ever felt behind, “too much,” or tired of starting over, this conversation is for you. You are not forgotten. You are not alone. And your desire for real love is no mistake

Ep 2: Learning Confidence

From physical posture to inner belief: In this episode, Niki talks about how confidence is a practice, a skill you grow over time, not a personality trait you either have or don’t. If you’ve ever wished you were more confident, this episode will remind you that you absolutely can be… you just have to start taking action.