Pentimento Podcast

"Recalculating Route..." with Joel Junker

Joel Junker was always told that leaders get results, and that leaders are measured based on the results that they get. But, after decades of building an identity around results — Army officer, Notre Dame grad, and a 27-year career helping military leaders transition into business, he realized it all came with a cost that he didn't fully see until life stopped cooperating with his plan. In this conversation, Joel traces the slow erosion of a control-driven leadership model and the unexpected forces that accelerated it: a Gonzaga master's program that quietly rewired how he thought about people, his wife's breast cancer diagnosis, a climb up Mount Adams, and a Jesuit priest who spent 25 years in Soviet prisons and came out talking about surrender. The result isn't a story about slowing down. It's about finally leading in a way that's actually sustainable — and, it turns out, more joyful.

Invitations to Change with Sherri Lynch

What does it look like to stop chasing your life and start receiving it? Dr. Sherri Lynch has spent decades building things — programs, degrees, careers, community — including Women Lead, a program she founded at Gonzaga University that has grown over eleven years into a gathering place for women in leadership. But some of the most meaningful moments in her story weren't planned. They arrived. In this conversation, Sherri reflects on the interior life she's been quietly tending since her teens, the moments that forced her to let go of control, and what happens when you finally loosen your grip long enough to notice what's being offered.

Mercy is the DNA of The Universe with Barry Barfield

Barry Barfield has spent his adult life following a pull he didn't choose so much as discover — through theology, law, liturgical dance, campus ministry, and decades of quiet service in places most people never think to go. In this conversation, Barry and Mike trace a journey that has wound through Los Angeles, San Francisco, Jerusalem, and 34 years at Gonzaga Preparatory High School. Along the way, Barry reflects on the writers and thinkers who have helped to shape how he sees the world, and on a moment behind a curtain when he looked out at a standing ovation and realized something he hadn't understood before. At the center of it all is a simple idea. Not a rule, not an aspiration. Something older and larger than that. The DNA of the universe.

An Unexpected Message with Jay Ballinger

Jay Ballinger came home to help his father for six months in 1982. He never left. Forty-four years later, Jay is still with the same family-owned company — moving from sales rep to division manager to his current role as Director of Leadership Development, and earning the unofficial title of "culture cop" along the way. It's a career he never planned, in a field he never studied, that turned out to be exactly right. But the path there wasn't straight. There were seasons of genuine lostness — moments of standing at a crossroads with no clear sign, asking the kind of question that only comes when you've run out of your own answers. In this first conversation, Michael Carey sits down with Jay — a former student, a longtime friend, and the first guest of the Pentimento Podcast — to talk about what it looks like to build a life with intention, and what you discover when you finally stop and look beneath the surface.

Welcome to Pentimento

An introduction to the Pentimento Podcast — what it is, what it asks, and what it hopes to find. Narrated by Michael Carey.