Brothers in Time

S1 E9 Guard Tower Conversations - Form

I've found that the hard part is knowing that life is all about choices and still fucking up. Choosing to believe the best in me instead of always focusing on the worst that to be honest only I can see. Sometimes it's putting myself to work harder and move past it, other times admitting that's just how it is. I did my best and it has to be good enough. Holding on to negative thinking about me, by me, only serves to punish me. It doesn't help. Other times it's just realizing that because I see it, does not make it real. I've been wrong in my life more than I've been right. Just knowing that fact helps me feel better about me. Take an accurate look at the good in your life. If you are responsible for all the bad you are responsible for every good. Check it. When you have "negative" "7" whatever event or thought or memory That means you have "positive" "7" just to get back to zero I know it's corny but that is a fact. For me I am always focusing on the worst case scenario (thanks to the army and childhood "issues") trying to stop some impending action I do not want to happen. Physically I can only control two things in life. My actions, and My reactions. Focusing on manipulating these was the beginning of shadow work for me. Essentially becoming more methodical and less reactionary. In my head I can talk, I can I guess I would say think? And some other thing that is more physical like I actually feel things I can only describe as E-motion or energy. Emotionally. It's harder because theres no fucking manual for our feelings except in therapy. Your thoughts become words. Your words become actions. Changing thoughts is a challenge, you honestly have to question EVERYTHING you think. The why, why. Why (insert literally any question about a thought or memory) then why (whatever it is you feel is an issue) and continue. This is the part for me that is the fucking hardest to see. All these whys lead back to a decisive point. It's either based in love ( I love this) or fear (I'm afraid of this) even fear is just loves’ shadow. But I digress Everytime you try you get closer to succeed. Growth fucking hurts. It gets better , like all things, it gets easier with time and practice. For me the key has been trying to be a better man today than yesterday, if not today, its okay tomorrow is a new day. If you think you are up for a challenge. Go to the mirror and stare at yourself in the eyes for sixty seconds. Like really look into your heart. Then say OUTLOUD one positive thing about "you" to "you". If you are like me the first time will fucking break you. If you can't do that. I recommend calling somebody, a professional somebody. There are tools that they teach that makes this shit fucking easy I want to be clear. It gets easier, it never stops being work. --- This episode is sponsored by · Anchor: The easiest way to make a podcast. https://anchor.fm/app [https://anchor.fm/app]Support this podcast: https://anchor.fm/brothersintime/support [https://anchor.fm/brothersintime/support]

S2 E2 Brotherhood - Conception

Just two men talking about conspiracy, rhetoric, and life. Qanon is religious dogma, and apart of Trump's propaganda machine.  Feminine Masculine Sacred Geometry Conspiracy Pineal Gland Adrenochrome Alex Jones Bohemian Grove Epstein Operation Northwoods Georgia Guidestones Rothschild Illuminati Theology Moloch Rituals Minerva Pagan Crusades Matriarchy Patriarchy Pentagram Feminine Saturn Demiurge Chronos Gnostic Janus Thelema Culture Midnight Gospel Qanon Zeitgeist Ice Cube --- This episode is sponsored by · Anchor: The easiest way to make a podcast. https://anchor.fm/app [https://anchor.fm/app]Support this podcast: https://anchor.fm/brothersintime/support [https://anchor.fm/brothersintime/support]

S1 E7 Guard Tower Conversations - Euphemism

Two veterans talking about therapy, conspiracy and death. This was my first in person interview I apologize for the sound being off balance. Lesson learned LOL. “I'm the one-man army, Ason I never been tooken out, I keep MC's looking out I drop science like Cosby dropping babies Enough to make a nigga go crazy” Brooklyn Zoo Ol’ Dirty Bastard https://youtu.be/GRblYfKwa88 “Nobody's gonna get me on another rap So look at me now I'm just makin' my play Don't try to push your luck, just get out of my way” Back in Black, AC/DC https://youtu.be/pAgnJDJN4VA Knowledge of you, Is power over you Dustin J. Danley I'm not saying to open up to everyone, just someone. No matter your position in life, it is hard, in a common sense. Dustin J. Danley Suicide Gay Jokes in Masculinity Hazing Growth Proof of Homophobia Communism Male rites of Passage Mental Health Homelessness Culture The Gentleman - Coach Scene - https://youtu.be/TBHanR-rZso When a man chases women, younger and younger, as he gets older and older. Is the definition of pedophilia to me. Fast Times at Ridgemont High https://youtu.be/wknywxfcE5M Links Prevention Project Dunkelfeld The project's slogan is "You are not guilty because of your sexual desire, but you are responsible for your sexual behavior. There is help! Don't become an offender!" https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Prevention_Project_Dunkelfeld Rep. Ocasio-Cortez lays out 'bad guy' ethics scenario https://youtu.be/hRM1t4RU69c Spotify - https://open.spotify.com/show/1xopSYZMBzqMr72mRVErse?si=XKE_6k2aQw6PZMOUxP_4JQ Website - https://brothersintime.com/ Twitter - @brothersintime1 IG - Brothers_in_Time Donations are Accepted Paypal - https://www.paypal.com/biz/fund?id=8XM983DQBK4ZS --- This episode is sponsored by · Anchor: The easiest way to make a podcast. https://anchor.fm/app [https://anchor.fm/app]Support this podcast: https://anchor.fm/brothersintime/support [https://anchor.fm/brothersintime/support]

S1 E6 Guard Tower Conversations - Amazon

Two veterans talking about therapy, conspiracy and death. This was my first in person interview I apologize for the sound being off balance. Lesson learned LOL. Gardner Part 1 Here I sit and wait throughout my days Waiting for something, for my spirit to ascend It's not that I so badly want to die But at these times i struggle for desire to live Under Saturn’s Shadow, Tiger Army https://youtu.be/7oWHM8a8AFs “Anyplace is where she'll be Anyplace, she'll see you from Lies and secrets become your world Any time, anywhere, she takes me away And death climbs up the steps one by one To give you the rose That's been burnt by her son” Dig Up Her Bones, Misfits https://youtu.be/RvKwoxi7l4Q Amazon Program Manager Police Stories Education Culture The Wire Dogma The Da Vinci Code Carl Jung Under Saturn's Shadow Conspiracy Bohemian Grove Federal Reserve WayFair NWO Qanaon Moon Landing Theology Paganism Kabbalah Wicca Catholicism Symbolism Christianity Judaism MetaPhysics Science Spotify - https://open.spotify.com/show/1xopSYZMBzqMr72mRVErse?si=XKE_6k2aQw6PZMOUxP_4JQ Website - https://brothersintime.com/ Twitter - @brothersintime1 IG - Brothers_in_Time Donations are Accepted Paypal - https://www.paypal.com/biz/fund?id=8XM983DQBK4ZS --- This episode is sponsored by · Anchor: The easiest way to make a podcast. https://anchor.fm/app [https://anchor.fm/app]Support this podcast: https://anchor.fm/brothersintime/support [https://anchor.fm/brothersintime/support]

S1 E5 Guard Tower Conversations - Diction

Two guys talking about life, some lows have highs, and the American Stonehenge. Snoop, I love you brother, I've always looked up to you. “Ain't never been much of the church type [https://genius.com/Yelawolf-best-friend-lyrics#note-5207401] But I believe in the last days [https://genius.com/Yelawolf-best-friend-lyrics#note-5207401] I walk through Hell almost every night [https://genius.com/Yelawolf-best-friend-lyrics#note-5207401] But I believe it's a pathway [https://genius.com/Yelawolf-best-friend-lyrics#note-5207401]” * Yelawolf - Best Friend ft. Eminem https://youtu.be/it_04dk_97E [https://youtu.be/it_04dk_97E] “You wonder what is spinning backwards in the falling maze Call it quits, you in the midst of all your longest days This is the place and I ain’t fortunate to call it home It feels dark here it gets harder when 'ye all alone” * Katastro - Watch it Burn https://youtu.be/rf87L2LT8lw [https://youtu.be/rf87L2LT8lw] Nixons energy here will make anyone smile. Just listen if you are feeling off. His stories will make you die laughing. Culture CAPITOL WÜRZBURG FIGHT NIGHT AFTER YUNG LA 3RD 2010 https://youtu.be/IYO78Xw1GjU [https://youtu.be/IYO78Xw1GjU] Capitol Würzburg Fight Night After Yung LA Appearance On April 3rd 2010 https://youtu.be/JwEJ0CEUysQ [https://youtu.be/JwEJ0CEUysQ] Links Georgia Guidestones https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Georgia_Guidestones [https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Georgia_Guidestones] Spotify - https://open.spotify.com/show/1xopSYZMBzqMr72mRVErse?si=XKE_6k2aQw6PZMOUxP_4JQ [https://open.spotify.com/show/1xopSYZMBzqMr72mRVErse?si=XKE_6k2aQw6PZMOUxP_4JQ] Website - https://brothersintime.com/ [https://brothersintime.com/] Twitter - @brothersintime1 IG - Brothers_in_Time Donations are Accepted Paypal - https://www.paypal.com/biz/fund?id=8XM983DQBK4ZS [https://www.paypal.com/biz/fund?id=8XM983DQBK4ZS] --- This episode is sponsored by · Anchor: The easiest way to make a podcast. https://anchor.fm/app [https://anchor.fm/app]Support this podcast: https://anchor.fm/brothersintime/support [https://anchor.fm/brothersintime/support]