H.O.P.E - Hang On Pain Ends

My Head On Dad's Pillow ...

LOTS OF TEARS OUT OF THE GATE IN THIS ONE! .... I was at my Dad's house... and I decided to climb into his bed .... and lay on his pillow... and once the sobbing subsided ... I hit Record. The crying does continue on and off... but by the end I think this one went in the direction that my Dad really wanted it to .... I explain a little more about how why I truly feel my Dad lead me to God once he crossed over to Heaven... and I share more about what I am learning while walking in Faith and how I know that I am definitely in a season that God has put me in for a very very important reason ... and I cannot thank Him enough... and I cannot thank YOU enough for listening! Love Always, Alana

Growing Pains Are Real

This one was sparked by me seeing the last scene of the SERIES finale from the 90's show Growing Pains ... I started crying ... a little unsure on exactly why ... but it was a moment I wanted to capture ... So I hit record. This one talks a lot about as we grow ... as we change... as we become different versions of ourselves ... sometimes we still miss, or grieve, or even become nostalgic about who we have been in the past .... this one starts off pretty emotional but I seem to taper out as it goes on ... so please stick with me on this one! Love Always, Alana

Cleansing Circle of H.O.P.E

I LOVE THIS ONE! After getting one of my impromptu astrology emails ... and I really listened to what she was saying... I made a true epiphany that I had not realized before .... there was one person in my past that really needed his own goodbye. As I say goodbye to this person in my rearview mirror... I talk out loud to myself, my listeners, and to God ... as I think about the things that I truly want in a future partner ... I would strongly encourage anyone out there who needs to "shed" or say a true "goodbye" to something to do one of these cleanse circles! Hope you enjoy the listen! Love Always, Alana

When the Caterpillar Turns into the Butterfly.

IF YOU ARE MAKING ANY CHANGES IN YOUR LIFE... OR YOU WANT TO MAKE ANY KIND OF PHYSICAL, EMOTIONAL, SPIRITUAL ... (or anything else you can think of) CHANGE ... please take time to listen to this episode. I share a lot here about what has transpired within my own relationships (Friends, Mother, Sisters, Coworkers, etc.) since my own self-healing/growing/changing Journey has started ... I have learned (sometimes the hard way) how when YOU start to change.... You will see the life around you changes as well... and even when you can't SEE it in the MOMENT... I promise you ... it is ALL for the Greater Good. Please have a listen :)

Homesick for Heaven.

This is a different kind of episode. As most of you know by now, I have been given a very special gift to be able to communicate with my Dad, along with some of my other loved ones that are now in Heaven. Lately... I have been coming across many people that are no longer with us .... specifically, souls that were taken "before their time"... at a younger age. Many of these stories are finding their way to me ... so I started to write them down and keep track of all of them ... those that truly resonate with me. At this point, I am convinced (especially bc this was the message I received from the other side)... I am NOT only going to be sharing my own story on this Journey .... "Alana ... You will be sharing the stories of the Angels that were not able to stay here on this Earth." I have a feeling I will end up doing more episodes similar to this as time goes on... so again, this is talking about a lot of tragic deaths of very young souls ... if that's something you think will upset, you... I completely understand (because all of these stories are very sad). Anyway, as always ... thank you all for listening.