What happens now?

When you cannot figure it all out, that’s ok. You just have to try and figure out what happens now. Frequent moments of inspiration, situations, circumstances, lessons, and issues. I have stopped and started podcasts, short stories, streams, music stations, etc. I journal, watch videos, read books, make videos, take photos, and paint. Trying to find my “niche”. In the midst of this, I have my internal dialogue to compete with. It all leaves me wondering - what happens now?